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ᴊᴇssᴇ ғᴀᴅᴇɴ | ᵗʰᵉ ᵈᶦʳᵉᶜᵗᵒʳ. ([personal profile] outlierdirector) wrote in [community profile] synthneon2023-12-08 03:31 pm

oceanview || ❝ made a promise i'm coming out alive. ❞

OCEANVIEW III

and now i'm wide awake.
Oh, I died like a million times.
Through the waves, I break
The nightmares finally over
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[ By the time the ranger captain steps into the area containing the holding cells, the writer known as Alan Wake has dropped down to sit on the bed inside the cell he was put in. The bed has springs sticking out all over the place which makes it hardly comfortable, but comfort is the last thing on Alan's mind. When he first woke up, he was more like himself. He heard the brothers next door to him jeering and throwing jabs and insults, and at first, he threw back retorts of his own.

But they just kept going, increasing in volume and gradually becoming more and more personal. Too personal. They struck a nerve. Several nerves. Eventually, Alan couldn't take it anymore. He all but collapsed onto the bed, his hands lifting to cover his ears. He didn't want to hear the mocking sneers from the two men who didn't seem to want to stop. But he could still hear them even though he did the best he could to block them out.

The constant stream of insults made Alan want to recoil, as did the pounding sensation in his head that only seemed to grow the longer he sat there. As the two brothers kept up their incessant tirade, the pain in his head grew worse. But he couldn't hold his head and block out the voices of the Koskela brothers, so he just sat there and tried to think about anything but the splitting migraine building behind his eyes.

A voice cut through the jeers from the next cell over. What was it saying?

-time. Come on, Wake. You're being moved.

Every other word cut out, sounding like it was obstructed by a buzzing noise. Was that in Alan's head? Was something wrong with his hearing? He couldn't tell. Who's talking? The agents who found me on the beach? Did they come back already? I thought- I thought they went somewhere. Left. Or they were told to leave. Weren't there other agents? I don't remember.

Alan vaguely remembers being found on the shore, being questioned, the feeling of the headache growing worse all the time... and then there was nothing until he woke up here in this cell. There's something weird about this. Something strange. Familiar but not familiar. What's happening?

Alan doesn't protest or even put up much of a fight when the man wearing aviators puts a strange looking pair of handcuffs around his wrists. He doesn't say anything when said man escorts him from the cell to... to where? ]


Where are we going? Have- Have we met before? I don't recognize you.

[ Alan remains silent until they're away from the others who had been watching them. Once they're alone, that's when he begins to speak. ] We've met before? Sorry, but I'm having trouble remembering.

[ A part of him wants to smile at the other man for some inexplicable reason, but the expression doesn't even touch Alan's face. He's still rattled from the constant sneers he was forced to listen to, and his head still feels like it's about to split in two. ]

You mentioned your boss wants to see me. Who's that? [ Alan knows he probably doesn't know whoever this boss is either, but he still can't help but wonder.

It's not until they reach the office that Alan gets the answer to that question. There's a woman there, leaning against the desk, and Alan finds his gaze drawn almost instantly to her like he's responding to a gravitational pull. Suddenly the cuffs are removed, and Steve is patting him on the back before leaving him alone with the redheaded woman.

The ache in his head is still intensifying, but she's talking to him. She knows his name. That shouldn't be surprising, as a lot of people know who he is. Alan nods and instantly regrets it, hands lifting to rub both temples as the pain seems to spike again. ]


Guess you did your research. [ Whoever she is, if she's the boss of... of whoever, she probably doesn't read crime novels. At least, not the crime novels he wrote once. ]

Awake... am I? I wish- if this is what being awake feels like, I want to go back to sleep.

[ No, I don't want to go to sleep. I want to be awake. But this headache can stop anytime. Please.

His fingers curl more against his head, reacting to the continuing pain there. ]


Who- who are you? [ He doesn't lift his head to look at her, as even moving just a fraction causes his head to hurt more. He hopes she doesn't mind his apparent lack of manners, but he's finding it hard to move, even to look her in the eyes. ]
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Another version? What? [ Through the pounding in his head, Alan feels something nudging at him, something trying to make him think. Why does this feel vaguely familiar? All he has is the vaguest of feelings that this isn't new; maybe he's done this before somehow. It's insane, but everything around him is insane.

That feeling increases when Steve states Jesse's title. I should know him. I should know her. But how? I don't know anything, except... except... we're all in danger, and it's my fault. The cult leaders were right about me. Everything they said was right.

When it's just him and the FBC Director in the room, Alan's commentary halts. He needs to listen to what she says, needs to focus on her words although the waves of pain in his head make it hard. ]


Director... Control. The- the FBC? [ He's grasping at fragments of ideas, of memories, realizing that he has heard those words before. But it's only when she says her name that he remembers. ] Faden? Yes. I- I tried to reach you. I've tried reaching you several times.

[ His frame stiffens as she mentions the cult leaders, and his fingers tighten around his head. ]

They said so many things, but- but they're right. I'm everything they said about me. Don't they say the truth hurts? [ I didn't think it would hurt this much, though.

He quiets as she moves closer to him and then eases him down onto the couch. His head tips slowly back against the couch cushions. The pressure isn't slacking off, but having something to support him helps. Maybe the light is helping too.

He lifts his head briefly and winces, but he gives her a small nod. He'd like her to stay so he can try to ask more questions, but maybe she's right. Maybe he just needs a minute in a quiet room. He won't take long. He can't. There's no time.

Once Jesse's gone out through the double doors and silence settles over the room again, Alan tries to just relax for a minute. If he doesn't move, the pain isn't as bad; it's still there, but it's a fraction more tolerable.

The problem is getting the voices in his mind to shut up. The words thrown at him by the cult leaders echo, and it makes Alan want to hunch over and cover his ears again. But the words are in his head, so even that won't help.

You're a fucking monster. You'll ruin everything. You're already ruining everything. Everything you touch gets destroyed, and it's all your fault. You brought nothing but trouble here.

Bright Falls was fine until you came along, now Taken appear every five seconds and your bullshit pages float out of the lake all the time.

You need to be put down for good. When we get out of these cells, you're dead. A bullet in the head is too good for you, but you need to be stopped, and fast.


A sudden fear grips Alan and he lurches up into a more upright position; he's still on the couch, still in the light, because he doesn't want to stray too far from it. The sudden movement sets his headache off again, but he doesn't care. He can't block out the voices and the cutting words, and that's a problem.

A quiet sigh that's more of a moan escapes him, and he slowly sinks back onto the couch again. Maybe he just needs to give the light time to work. Time to settle in. His eyes slide closed and he tries to focus on nothing but the light.

To his surprise, that something takes the form of a woman not unlike the Director who left the room not that long ago. But the image in his dreams is more otherworldly than anything else. She's hovering above him while he stays on the ground, and her whole form is illuminated by light... not just any light, though. It's a shimmering, geometric spiral.

She holds out her hands to him as if asking him to come with her.

I don't understand. Come where?

It's only then that Alan notices that while the woman is illuminated in light, he's covered in darkness. The woman beckons to him again.

Come home, Alan.

Alan shifts on the couch but he doesn't wake up; being in the light and having dozed off seems to be helping with his headache, but the ache hasn't gone away completely just yet. But for now, he's just dozing lightly, having forgotten that he needs to let the agent waiting outside know when he's ready to meet with the Director again. ]
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[ Alan remains unaware that this conversation is happening. He's asleep and not really dreaming about anything now that the vision of the red-haired woman has faded. It's not really sleeping as much as it is dozing, and it's a light doze at that. But it's the first rest he's had in who knows how long, and at least for right now, Alan's out.

But all too soon, Alan stirs again; he's not really sure what woke him up, if it was just his internal clock saying that was enough sleep, or if some thought disturbed him. Maybe the ache in his head came back with a vengeance. Regardless, he shifts again on the couch and his eyes slowly open. It takes a minute for him to regain his bearings and to remember where he is.

The pounding in his head has been reduced to a dull ache for the moment, but now he has a feeling of grogginess on top of it. He sits up again, but he doesn't stand up from the couch just yet, choosing to just sit there and try and collect himself.

After another handful of minutes passes, finally Alan stands up, knowing he's probably delayed the FBC director long enough already. She probably wants him out of this room, or at least wants answers from him. Everyone seems to be looking for something from him, from the FBI agents to the cult leaders and now the FBC. But there's no ignoring it, not really.

He slowly heads over to the door and opens it, noting right away how Steve is standing there, presumably guarding the door. ]


Uh.. Hey. Is the Director around?
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[ Luckily for Alan, it hasn't registered yet with him that it's growing dark outside. Just because he's spent most of his time in the dark doesn't mean he's ever at ease in it. The darkness is where the monsters lurk, and from the shadows is where the voices shouting or whispering his name come from. No, there's nothing about the darkness that Alan likes.

He opens the door to alert Steve, and the older man greets him with yet another quip about his name. In spite of himself, Alan rolls his eyes in pretend annoyance that has a grain of actual mild annoyance in it, but he offers a half-smile. ]


Let me guess, you're always in a punny mood. [ It's not a great effort, and it probably won't even net him a laugh, but considering his own mood, it's something.

Alan's eyes shift to the door leading to the cells, and his smile that was barely there to begin with vanishes. ]


I'm fi- [ He starts to say before someone else answers before he can finish. That nagging feeling of familiarity prods at his mind again. What exactly is so familiar about this? Why do I feel like I should know this?

His gaze shifts again to see Jesse approaching them. Something inside him seems to react to the sight of her, but he hasn't even the faintest idea why that would be. It's something else he chalks off to the strange nagging feeling that he really should know more than he does about this situation, about the FBC, about almost everything. But whenever he searches inwardly for information, something that might be relevant, nothing comes to mind.

He pulls himself back to the present to hear Jesse giving orders and he stiffens in response to what he hears. A morgue that needs to be prepared... for what? There's only one thing a morgue is used for, and all Alan feels is a sinking feeling. ]


You sound like an officer giving orders before a battle. [ And that only contributes to Alan's growing sense of unease. But he follows her back inside the office, a wary expression now on his face. ]

Yeah... I have questions. [ A frown forms, pulling his lips down with it, and he rubs at his forehead, although for now, the pressure has lessened. ] What exactly are you getting ready for?
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[ It's insane, but everything about this is insane. I think this has happened before. She's too... calm. Collected. Resigned, even. Have we lived through this before? Or maybe not lived through it? I don't know. ]

So... you know. You know about the Dark Presence and the Taken. But then you need to know something else. [ His head pounds, but it's not as debilitating now as it was when she first tried to talk to him. ]

It's going to find out. Maybe it already knows. But- [ It's not here yet. Maybe it's still coming. I'll know when it's here. I wish I didn't know, in a way. Then I wouldn't have to dread it coming. ]

I think... I think you should lock me back up. Somewhere away from everyone. Somewhere with the strongest locks and bars and whatever the hell else you have.

[ I don't know if even that will be enough. But they'll all be killed if they don't do something. ]

Maybe that'll buy you all some time. Time to get away.

[ They're not going to run. She's not going to run. I don't know how I know that. ]
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[ He's listening, of course, and he's following what she's saying. Understanding it. It's not difficult to understand. Accepting it is another matter, however. How can I get her to understand? ]

Look, you want to know what was going on before your people picked me up? [ This doesn't feel familiar. Maybe it didn't come up before. If there was a before. Why do I feel like there was a before? ]

I don't have all the details, because I was... going crazy. Out of my mind. Something was trying to take my mind. [ Scratch... ] Do you know how it feels when something is trying to take your mind?

[ Maybe she does, but I don't know how she'd know. I just think she might know better than most. ]

It's no picnic. [ He wonders if she'll make the connection between the headaches and what he's saying. ]

Fine. No cells, but you just need to know, all of this? [ He points at his clothes. ] That didn't just happen on its own.

[ Does she realize that people are going to die? ]

Are you going to give me a gun? [ He's been refused that before, on the grounds of safety, but he can't fight if he's unarmed. ]

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[ Chaos breaks out, and Alan feels an icy hand take hold of him: the icy hand of fear. But there's no time for being paralyzed by fear, not when people around him are fighting and being driven back by the Taken that arrive. It's less arriving and more swarming, and these Taken are angry. Relentless. The Dark Presence wants to drive all of them from Bright Falls, and if it can't do that, well, then it seems hell-bent on killing all of them.

Alan fires round after round, alternating with burning away the darkness with his flashlight. He's had to stop to reload more than once, and it's when he stops that he becomes vulnerable. But even though he doesn't lower his guard, it seems that luck, or something like it is on his side... at least for now.

More waves come as the sky gradually starts to lighten. Alan fell into a sort of rhythm of burning Taken with the flashlight and bringing them down with bullets. He only got knocked off that rhythm once when he got taken by a surprise by a knife being thrown by an oncoming Taken. It caught him on the forehead, leaving a decently sized gash, but he didn't have time to stop to deal with it, as now he had two of them on his hands.

But by the time dawn comes and what remains of the Taken slowly recede back into the darkness of the trees and whatever cover they can find, Alan knows he's one of the lucky ones who made it out alive. A fight like this has to have casualties. It's something he's not looking forward to seeing, but there's no running from it either.

Steve pats him on the back, and he gives the ranger a nod as he moves to follow him. Once they enter the station, Alan's expression turns grim. He might not know all the faces of the dead, but a life is still a life. They have families and friends and aspirations, and all of that is at an end. Alan's fist clenches even as he continues following Steve.

He doesn't say anything as Estevez and Steve exchange words. At least Estevez is still standing, as is Samuels. But there's other faces they haven't seen yet, and there's one face in particular that Alan wants to see.

But it's not Jesse that they run into; instead, it's a Taken who doesn't seem to want to give up easily. Luckily, Steve is good at reading the situation, and Alan knows how to react quickly enough, so between the two of them, they dispatch the Taken just in time to hear Casey calling out. ]


Yeah... he kind of is, but- [ Alan shrugs. It feels like any prickliness on Casey's part is understandable, given the situation they're in. ] I'd be prickly too if I got dragged into this mess. [ He glances sidelong at Steve. ] I don't know how you manage to always seem so relaxed, even when things are bad.
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[ Alan just looks at Steve with a halfway surprised expression. There's a feeling that he's heard a similar explanation before, but he can't remember enough of it to be sure. ]

With a resume like that, you could get a job doing anything you wanted. Flight instructor, maybe. But then again, maybe that would seem really boring after everything you've done. Something tells me what you do now is anything but boring.

[ And maybe he's wrong, but he gets the feeling that Steve is one of those who is fueled by adrenaline. But he doesn't have time to talk more, as Casey interjects. Alan stays silent for the most part, not because he doesn't have anything to say, but because he feels like the conversation doesn't really need his input.

It's not until he also reacts to the sound that set Casey and Steve into motion that he actually does anything, and even then, it's not until Jesse makes an appearance. His gaze is instantly drawn to her, eyes looking her over as if checking for any signs of injury.

The only thing he sees is the wound on her head, and the sight of it causes a cold sweat to break out over him unprompted. He's not washing out or drowning, but some remnant of a memory is trying to stir itself up in Alan's mind, and that's enough to distract him from what's going on around him for now.

Why is that familiar? Something tells me I shouldn't think too hard about it, or ask questions, but- I've seen that before. She's been hurt like that before, or worse. Not hurt, dead. That can't happen again. It didn't happen this time, but what about the next time? How many people won't make it out next time? How many more deaths will I be responsible for? ]
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Well, that's fair enough. I can't argue otherwise, and I haven't even seen half of the shit you have. [ Although Alan believes what he has seen is enough to make it so he can never be normal again. If he ever was normal. ] I know it's a weird time to say it, but if this story ever ends and I'm finally out for good, I- we need to get a drink.

[ Maybe Steve isn't interested in being friends or even acquaintances, but at the very least, Alan wants the chance to buy the other man a drink.

Alan listens to Steve giving the summary of events, and then his gaze flicks over to Casey's when Steve comments on his appearance. They obviously all need to rest and regroup, if they have the time to do so. They probably don't have time, but they still need to regroup, at least.

But his gaze shifts back to focusing on Jesse again, because he just can't look away from that wound on her head. He wants to tend to it himself, cleaning away the blood and bandaging it as best as he can. Maybe if they have a moment alone together, he can do that.

He's not even thinking about his own condition, not even when Casey comments on it. It hasn't registered in his mind that his head hurts or a sense of vertigo kicks in if he moves too quickly. His focus is still on Jesse and hating how she and everyone else has been dragged into this nightmare.

Even so, Alan opens his mouth to say something to Casey, but Jesse gets there first. Just as well, because Alan feels prickly enough to snap at the other man, and as satisfying as that would be, it really wouldn't accomplish anything.

He crosses his arms and watches as Steve and Casey eventually go on their way, heading up the stairs, and once they're gone, he turns to look at Jesse again. ]


Yeah, I guess they did. I didn't really have time to stop and notice it, but- [ He shrugs as if it's inconsequential. ] I'm fine. [ Mostly. But I need to know that she's all right. That's more important than anything. ]

Are you okay?
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Great, I look forward to it. [ Alan smiles for a second before he registers the word "interview", and his smile drops a little bit, but not falling entirely off his face. ] Interview, huh? Well, I guess I'm used to it. Or I was. Maybe I still am. [ But he's not sure if he's remembering interviews with reporters or interviews with the FBC or the FBI in another loop. It's something that's become jumbled together in his mind. ]

Uh, favorite drink... Yeah, it's- [ He has to stop and think about it, because he hasn't really thought about something so normal in a long time. ] It's... [ He presses the heel of his hand against the side of his head that's not sporting a gash as if that'll help jog his memory. ] I don't know what it's called. I take it you have one, though.

[ If he can remember it, he'll get Steve one.

Alan's attention is still on Jesse and her words and not really bothered with himself, and he just shrugs off her statement about him needing to get checked out. It's not high up on his list of priorities right now. ]


I think you should get out of here and go somewhere with more light and sit down. [ He instinctively extends a hand to her as if suggesting they do that right now, even though he still wants to have a moment that's just them together with no interruptions, even if that moment is just talking. Once they join the others again, they might not have a chance. ]

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[ Alan can't explain where the worry and warning bells going off in his mind is coming from. He just knows that he has a gut feeling that he can't shake off. Maybe it's just him wanting to make sure that Jesse stays safe and unharmed, but it still feels like a lot more than that. He just can't put a finger on what it is, and that's contributing to his wound up state.

When she takes his hand, he instantly squeezes it, fingers wrapping protectively around hers. And he follows her without hesitation as she moves more into the light, but it does little to ease his nerves. ]


I don't know if I know something. I just have this feeling, a sinking feeling that... I don't know. Are you sure you're okay?

[ Again his eyes travel over her, looking for assurance that she's alright, other than the gash on her head. ]
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[ The feeling of her heartbeat doesn't quite make him feel better, but it reassures him at least a little bit. He almost feels relaxed for a few seconds before another feeling that's far stronger than her heartbeat creeps over him. It's a feeling he hardly understands, but it grabs hold of him tightly and feels like someone's just dumped a bucket of cold water over him.

Scratch. It's him. He's here. Well, he's always here. But what does he want? If it's me he wants, why didn't he just- Wait.

Alan's eyes have darkened a little more than their usual gray, but he tries to push back against the feeling that something inside him is stirring. That something isn't focused on him this time. No, it's focused on something else. On someone else.

You can't have her. You can do whatever you want to me, but you CAN'T have her.

But it seems that there's not much Alan can do right now except watch as Jesse's eyes widen with what seems like realization. He sees the Service Weapon appear in her hand, and that's yet another indication that things are very not good. But what can he do? What can he do to keep whatever is happening from happening? ]


... Jesse?

[ This is not good. I know it's not good. What the hell? What the actual hell is- No, that's not helping. I have to do something.

...but what? I can't do anything. Or does he want me to think I can't do anything? Why can't you just leave us alone?
]

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