[ The twin brothers slam on the bars and throw sneers at the Writer in the neighboring cell.
The holding cells of the Bright Falls Sheriff Station are dimly lit. One cell has been entirely converted to a temporary archive. Boxes labeled with a familiar logo, supplies, documents. There's always documents when the Federal Bureau of Control is involved. Highly confidential paperwork with several things redacted foe various levels of clearance. Although the field team involved hasn't bothered to redact much. Not when they are still dimly cut off from HQ and the Lake House has gone dark.
Maybe that's more accurate than metaphoric.
Beyond the local business brothers, voices can be heard from the handful of agents that now occupy the station. Some speak in low tones about the "famous Alan Wake really being a parautalitarian" to "I hope she knows what she's doing." Maybe the Writer can only catch bits and pieces, and most of it probably makes no sense at all. The story has to naturally unfold, edits and all, no matter how much the FBI Agent and the Writer don't want it to.
The door to the cells opens and an older man steps in. Military haircut, dark hair and eyes, FBC jacket on, and seemingly light hearted. That is until he sends a glare to the sneering pair of businessmen. It's enough to make them step back from the bars. The man grins and then makes his way to the Writer's cell. He raises his hand and knocks on it. ]
Alright, wake up time. Come on, Wake. You're being moved. [ The FBC man smirks as if he has made the funniest joke in the room. Despite the fact they are inside? He has been wearing a pair of aviators. He takes them off and knocks on the bars again. ] No time to be dreaming. Let's go. Boss wants to see you.
[ The man folds the aviators on his under t-shirt and unlocks the cage. He pulls out a pair of black handcuffs. He clips them on Alan Wake--covered in dried blood and mud--and begins to escort him. No mind is ever given to the brothers who throw insults and warnings. The FBC member almost seems to think they're just annoyances in the wind. Background noise to fade out.
He nods to the other field agents and one in particular. Agent Kiran Estevez. She glances between the two and shakes her head. It doesn't take a mind reader to be able to tell the agent thinks this is all a bad idea. Still, rank has been pulled, and not even by the man escorting Alan. It was pulled by his boss.
The Director.
He turns the corner and keeps walking Alan down the hallway to the Sheriff's Office. ]
Captain Ranger Steve Sevestapol. Good to meet you again, Wake.
[ He had a much more friendly demeanor now out of the gaze of others. A grin on his face even as he opens the door beside them. A few more steps and they are in a office that Alan has probably seen one too many times to call comfortable. The room is different from the last Breaker that inhabited it, but, still feeling like Bright Falls. Family. Home. Rustic.
Against the edge of the desk sits a red headed woman. Shorter than both men, green eyes, dressed in a tactical vest, half gloves, and boots. The light in the room almost seems to hum. It's brighter in this room, but the light in the whole station seems to be oddly brighter.
Steve uncuffs the writer and gives him a pat on the back. The door closes behind him, leaving only the Director and Alan Wake. ]
Mr. Alan Wake, right? [ The Director asks to get his attention. Her green eyes seem to be searching for something on him. Or, something from him period. ] The famous writer of the Alex Casey novels. Right?
[ She shifts how she sits on the desk, hands curled around the lip of it, watching Alan intently for some sort of answer. She's almost on edge and maybe even nervous about the answer she might get. She needs whatever the answer is going to be. It will tell her how to proceed going forward in this mess of a horror story. ]
And, you're awake. [ Her word choice is pointed for a reason that maybe only she knows. ] You were out cold when my agents brought you here from the woods.
Which means I'm sure you have questions for me.
[ The faint hum that can be heard by certain people seems louder around her. She doesn't expect him to notice it. Something about the encounter seems reminiscent of others, and so her questions are posed differently. She has to make sure things are similar--but different enough. ]
[ By the time the ranger captain steps into the area containing the holding cells, the writer known as Alan Wake has dropped down to sit on the bed inside the cell he was put in. The bed has springs sticking out all over the place which makes it hardly comfortable, but comfort is the last thing on Alan's mind. When he first woke up, he was more like himself. He heard the brothers next door to him jeering and throwing jabs and insults, and at first, he threw back retorts of his own.
But they just kept going, increasing in volume and gradually becoming more and more personal. Too personal. They struck a nerve. Several nerves. Eventually, Alan couldn't take it anymore. He all but collapsed onto the bed, his hands lifting to cover his ears. He didn't want to hear the mocking sneers from the two men who didn't seem to want to stop. But he could still hear them even though he did the best he could to block them out.
The constant stream of insults made Alan want to recoil, as did the pounding sensation in his head that only seemed to grow the longer he sat there. As the two brothers kept up their incessant tirade, the pain in his head grew worse. But he couldn't hold his head and block out the voices of the Koskela brothers, so he just sat there and tried to think about anything but the splitting migraine building behind his eyes.
A voice cut through the jeers from the next cell over. What was it saying?
-time. Come on, Wake. You're being moved.
Every other word cut out, sounding like it was obstructed by a buzzing noise. Was that in Alan's head? Was something wrong with his hearing? He couldn't tell. Who's talking? The agents who found me on the beach? Did they come back already? I thought- I thought they went somewhere. Left. Or they were told to leave. Weren't there other agents? I don't remember.
Alan vaguely remembers being found on the shore, being questioned, the feeling of the headache growing worse all the time... and then there was nothing until he woke up here in this cell. There's something weird about this. Something strange. Familiar but not familiar. What's happening?
Alan doesn't protest or even put up much of a fight when the man wearing aviators puts a strange looking pair of handcuffs around his wrists. He doesn't say anything when said man escorts him from the cell to... to where? ]
Where are we going? Have- Have we met before? I don't recognize you.
[ Alan remains silent until they're away from the others who had been watching them. Once they're alone, that's when he begins to speak. ] We've met before? Sorry, but I'm having trouble remembering.
[ A part of him wants to smile at the other man for some inexplicable reason, but the expression doesn't even touch Alan's face. He's still rattled from the constant sneers he was forced to listen to, and his head still feels like it's about to split in two. ]
You mentioned your boss wants to see me. Who's that? [ Alan knows he probably doesn't know whoever this boss is either, but he still can't help but wonder.
It's not until they reach the office that Alan gets the answer to that question. There's a woman there, leaning against the desk, and Alan finds his gaze drawn almost instantly to her like he's responding to a gravitational pull. Suddenly the cuffs are removed, and Steve is patting him on the back before leaving him alone with the redheaded woman.
The ache in his head is still intensifying, but she's talking to him. She knows his name. That shouldn't be surprising, as a lot of people know who he is. Alan nods and instantly regrets it, hands lifting to rub both temples as the pain seems to spike again. ]
Guess you did your research. [ Whoever she is, if she's the boss of... of whoever, she probably doesn't read crime novels. At least, not the crime novels he wrote once. ]
Awake... am I? I wish- if this is what being awake feels like, I want to go back to sleep.
[ No, I don't want to go to sleep. I want to be awake. But this headache can stop anytime. Please.
His fingers curl more against his head, reacting to the continuing pain there. ]
Who- who are you? [ He doesn't lift his head to look at her, as even moving just a fraction causes his head to hurt more. He hopes she doesn't mind his apparent lack of manners, but he's finding it hard to move, even to look her in the eyes. ]
You could say it was another version. [ Steve smirks as if he's aware of a joke that Alan may not be clued in on yet. ] But, don't worry about it. All things in due time or something like that.
[ A nod is given to the door before he opens it. ] The Director.
[ Jesse Faden feels nervous. That's never a good sign in any loop, or version, or normality. She shouldn't be nervous. They've gotten this far into the loop. That means that things are progressing the way they should. However the manuscript has been edited works. Now, they just need to get past where they were at last time. Not that she remembers it entirely, but, she has that sinking feeling inside her. The one that sets off her instincts. The one that says it didn't end the way it should of because she failed someone.
Maybe Alan himself.
Her head raises as she hears the door open.
Steve escort Alan inside as planned and remove the black rock cuffs. A pat to the back is given before leaving. Jesse can't help but smile--at least with her eyes--at her right hand ranger. She has no idea how Steve has been able to keep memories of what is going on... but she's decided not to question it.
Her attention focuses entirely on Alan once he answers. The tone and words themselves cause her to pause. Fingers curl under the lip of the desk she's sitting on the edge of. She can feel how they press into the wood as he continues. Wanting to go back to sleep.
Who- who are you?
And, her heart sinks.
« I shouldn't be surprised. Why would he write it back in this time? I didn't ask or demand it. I let him decide, didn't I? Work with the story how he needed to make it work to end it. Maybe that's just inevitably something cut from the story. Served it's purpose or something like that. That page I have may not do any good now. Shit. Shit. » ]
Director of the Federal Bureau of Control. Faden.
[ There's no overly harsh tone in her voice, nothing so impersonal that she'd say she's entirely in business mode. Just enough space to allow whatever his reaction is going to be. She leans back, head tilted to the side slightly.
« He looks like shit. I don't mean just because of the obvious blood and dirt. He's in pain. It's obvious. Whatever I had planned isn't going to work or get through to him like this. I don't even have an idea what's causing the pain. It might not be my place to know this time. » ]
I imagine being in the cell next to the cult leaders made your headache worse. Take a seat. It's not really my office anyways. [ Jesse nods to the open couch that's still in the brighter light that comes from the ceiling. ] We can talk later. Once you're feeling better.
[ She knows Steve just brought him here on her request. That instinct kicks in and tells her anything she'd say or do at the moment would be pointless. Even showing him the manuscript page she has tucked away in her vest pocket wouldn't sink in. Jesse looks down for a brief second before standing up.
This time, she moves over to stand next to Alan. Her hands raise, but she doesn't make contact, easing him to sit on the couch in the light. Polaris may not even be able to help if he has no idea she's there. So, that means the best thing is to just let him absorb whatever he needs to from the light.
He is the Torchbearer and Champion of Light.
A few steps are taken back as she moves to the double doors. ]
I'll keep Sevestapol on watch outside for you. If you need anything? Let him know. We'll talk once you're feeling more like yourself.
Another version? What? [ Through the pounding in his head, Alan feels something nudging at him, something trying to make him think. Why does this feel vaguely familiar? All he has is the vaguest of feelings that this isn't new; maybe he's done this before somehow. It's insane, but everything around him is insane.
That feeling increases when Steve states Jesse's title. I should know him. I should know her. But how? I don't know anything, except... except... we're all in danger, and it's my fault. The cult leaders were right about me. Everything they said was right.
When it's just him and the FBC Director in the room, Alan's commentary halts. He needs to listen to what she says, needs to focus on her words although the waves of pain in his head make it hard. ]
Director... Control. The- the FBC? [ He's grasping at fragments of ideas, of memories, realizing that he has heard those words before. But it's only when she says her name that he remembers. ] Faden? Yes. I- I tried to reach you. I've tried reaching you several times.
[ His frame stiffens as she mentions the cult leaders, and his fingers tighten around his head. ]
They said so many things, but- but they're right. I'm everything they said about me. Don't they say the truth hurts? [ I didn't think it would hurt this much, though.
He quiets as she moves closer to him and then eases him down onto the couch. His head tips slowly back against the couch cushions. The pressure isn't slacking off, but having something to support him helps. Maybe the light is helping too.
He lifts his head briefly and winces, but he gives her a small nod. He'd like her to stay so he can try to ask more questions, but maybe she's right. Maybe he just needs a minute in a quiet room. He won't take long. He can't. There's no time.
Once Jesse's gone out through the double doors and silence settles over the room again, Alan tries to just relax for a minute. If he doesn't move, the pain isn't as bad; it's still there, but it's a fraction more tolerable.
The problem is getting the voices in his mind to shut up. The words thrown at him by the cult leaders echo, and it makes Alan want to hunch over and cover his ears again. But the words are in his head, so even that won't help.
You're a fucking monster. You'll ruin everything. You're already ruining everything. Everything you touch gets destroyed, and it's all your fault. You brought nothing but trouble here.
Bright Falls was fine until you came along, now Taken appear every five seconds and your bullshit pages float out of the lake all the time.
You need to be put down for good. When we get out of these cells, you're dead. A bullet in the head is too good for you, but you need to be stopped, and fast.
A sudden fear grips Alan and he lurches up into a more upright position; he's still on the couch, still in the light, because he doesn't want to stray too far from it. The sudden movement sets his headache off again, but he doesn't care. He can't block out the voices and the cutting words, and that's a problem.
A quiet sigh that's more of a moan escapes him, and he slowly sinks back onto the couch again. Maybe he just needs to give the light time to work. Time to settle in. His eyes slide closed and he tries to focus on nothing but the light.
To his surprise, that something takes the form of a woman not unlike the Director who left the room not that long ago. But the image in his dreams is more otherworldly than anything else. She's hovering above him while he stays on the ground, and her whole form is illuminated by light... not just any light, though. It's a shimmering, geometric spiral.
She holds out her hands to him as if asking him to come with her.
I don't understand. Come where?
It's only then that Alan notices that while the woman is illuminated in light, he's covered in darkness. The woman beckons to him again.
Come home, Alan.
Alan shifts on the couch but he doesn't wake up; being in the light and having dozed off seems to be helping with his headache, but the ache hasn't gone away completely just yet. But for now, he's just dozing lightly, having forgotten that he needs to let the agent waiting outside know when he's ready to meet with the Director again. ]
[ A tight and guarded smile. ] You did reach me. I took care of our mutual problem, but, you know that already. We're here for a completely different reason now.
[ Jesse watches him quietly and intently, but not in a hawkish manner. It seems like her instincts are once again right. He might be awake, but whatever is causing his headaches hasn't let him go just yet. Her gaze flicks down for a brief moment before sliding back into the role of Director.
« It might just not work in the story regardless of how much we want it. I don't know. All we can do is try again later.
I know I ask a lot from you. I already have. But, could you help him? If you can. We need Alan awake and here... regardless of how I feel. He's the only one who can change the ending. »
Jesse offers him another tight smile as he sits down. ] What people say isn't always right... or even a fraction of the truth. Most people don't know the world around them. But, get some rest.
[ She slips out and gently closes the doors. Jesse is thankful the blinds on the door obscure the view out into the hallway of the main office. Alan won't see how she grips onto the door handle or how Steve turns his head to look at her in confusion. ]
Faden?
He's not in a position to help right now. We might be on our own for this part. [ Jesse raises her gaze to the Ranger, a frown tugging at her face. ] Keep an eye on him? In case he needs anything. Estevez and I need to get things ready.
[ Steve nods in agreement and folds his hands in front of him. After a moment he tilts his head back slightly. ] He really doesn't remember, does he?
No. [ Her eyes dart back down as she gives a sharp inhale. Her shoulders square and she stands up. Right. No time to be upset. Director time. ] It's fine. We have a job to do.
Faden. It's obvious--to me anyways--it's not "fine." There's nothing "fine" or "okay" about any of this. You don't need to pretend it is.
I'm not pretending, Dad. I'm doing my job. [ Jesse gives him a look. ] "Fine" is all I have at the moment, so that's what it is. I can't fix it all.
[ Steve glances back at the door. ] No, you can't. I'll keep an eye on him. Oh and, Young was asking of you'd make sure everything is good to go in the back.
[ Jesse nods and manages a small smile. She walks away from the doors and motions for Estevez to follow her as the other agent steps out from another room. The two women make their way to the fenced parking lot. ]
[ Alan remains unaware that this conversation is happening. He's asleep and not really dreaming about anything now that the vision of the red-haired woman has faded. It's not really sleeping as much as it is dozing, and it's a light doze at that. But it's the first rest he's had in who knows how long, and at least for right now, Alan's out.
But all too soon, Alan stirs again; he's not really sure what woke him up, if it was just his internal clock saying that was enough sleep, or if some thought disturbed him. Maybe the ache in his head came back with a vengeance. Regardless, he shifts again on the couch and his eyes slowly open. It takes a minute for him to regain his bearings and to remember where he is.
The pounding in his head has been reduced to a dull ache for the moment, but now he has a feeling of grogginess on top of it. He sits up again, but he doesn't stand up from the couch just yet, choosing to just sit there and try and collect himself.
After another handful of minutes passes, finally Alan stands up, knowing he's probably delayed the FBC director long enough already. She probably wants him out of this room, or at least wants answers from him. Everyone seems to be looking for something from him, from the FBI agents to the cult leaders and now the FBC. But there's no ignoring it, not really.
He slowly heads over to the door and opens it, noting right away how Steve is standing there, presumably guarding the door. ]
[ Steve glances out the nearby window as the light has begun to fade. It's still bright outside, but a familiar orange has started to tint everywhere. A slight uncomfortable feeling begins to settle in his shoulders. Night is coming. How different is it going to be this time? He squares his shoulders and feels that familiar old military training kick in.
Breathing control. Clear headed. Focus on the mission.
Fuck, he misses being in a plane when this feeling kicks in.
The door opening behind him catches his attention. He half turns, nodding to Alan in a welcoming gesture. ]
Morning, sleeping beauty. Glad to see you're awake. [ That easy grin takes his face. He bets that Alan hates that joke about his last name. ] And, Faden is around. Give it a few minutes and she's bound to show up now that you're up.
[ The grumbling can be heard from behind the door that leads to the cells. Steve sighs and rolls his eyes. ] Need anything? Coffee? Probably can find some donuts or something if you need something a bit more--
--He's not going to eat it.
[ Steve turns his head to see Jesse walking back up to the double doors. He gives a glance to Alan that says 'See, told you so.' ]
Make sure the morgue is as good as you can get it with Estevez, Sevestapol. [ She nods to the Ranger who gives a small shrug and makes his way down the hall Jesse came from. Almost like they're swapping shifts. She watches the Ranger go before turning back to Alan.
A hand raises to gesture for them to step back into the office. The doors close behind her and she moves back to the spot she was at before. Leaning against the desk, sitting on the edge, hands wrapped around the rim. It's a way to help keep her rooted in place. This isn't going to be a conversation she likes.
An internal sigh. « I really need to stop hoping and having expectations for reunions. They're never what I hope for. » ]
So, I'm guessing you had questions for me, Wake? [ « Best to start off professional. Neutral. See where it goes from there. No getting hopes up or excited. Horror stories aren't meant to be happy. » ] You look like you're feeling better.
[ Luckily for Alan, it hasn't registered yet with him that it's growing dark outside. Just because he's spent most of his time in the dark doesn't mean he's ever at ease in it. The darkness is where the monsters lurk, and from the shadows is where the voices shouting or whispering his name come from. No, there's nothing about the darkness that Alan likes.
He opens the door to alert Steve, and the older man greets him with yet another quip about his name. In spite of himself, Alan rolls his eyes in pretend annoyance that has a grain of actual mild annoyance in it, but he offers a half-smile. ]
Let me guess, you're always in a punny mood. [ It's not a great effort, and it probably won't even net him a laugh, but considering his own mood, it's something.
Alan's eyes shift to the door leading to the cells, and his smile that was barely there to begin with vanishes. ]
I'm fi- [ He starts to say before someone else answers before he can finish. That nagging feeling of familiarity prods at his mind again. What exactly is so familiar about this? Why do I feel like I should know this?
His gaze shifts again to see Jesse approaching them. Something inside him seems to react to the sight of her, but he hasn't even the faintest idea why that would be. It's something else he chalks off to the strange nagging feeling that he really should know more than he does about this situation, about the FBC, about almost everything. But whenever he searches inwardly for information, something that might be relevant, nothing comes to mind.
He pulls himself back to the present to hear Jesse giving orders and he stiffens in response to what he hears. A morgue that needs to be prepared... for what? There's only one thing a morgue is used for, and all Alan feels is a sinking feeling. ]
You sound like an officer giving orders before a battle. [ And that only contributes to Alan's growing sense of unease. But he follows her back inside the office, a wary expression now on his face. ]
Yeah... I have questions. [ A frown forms, pulling his lips down with it, and he rubs at his forehead, although for now, the pressure has lessened. ] What exactly are you getting ready for?
[ Jesse gives a tight smile. She is giving orders. She's the Director. Their lives are in her hands. She can't save them all. But, she can do everything in her power to tip the odds in her favor. Now, if only that worked for Alan Wake. ]
The Shadow--what you refer to as the Dark Presence--could find out that you're here. Which means we need to be prepared for Shadowed Individuals--Taken--to storm the place. I'm sure they'd show up even if you were still with the FBI. [ Her head tilts to the side. ] You could say it's not a fan of someone I know.
[ « That being you, of course. We already cleansed the control points here. That's bound to piss it off. The Dark Presence is territorial... which explains why it won't give up Alan. » ]
We'll find a way to secure you. Don't worry. It'll be away from the two brothers. Maybe they can make themselves useful for a change.
[ It's insane, but everything about this is insane. I think this has happened before. She's too... calm. Collected. Resigned, even. Have we lived through this before? Or maybe not lived through it? I don't know. ]
So... you know. You know about the Dark Presence and the Taken. But then you need to know something else. [ His head pounds, but it's not as debilitating now as it was when she first tried to talk to him. ]
It's going to find out. Maybe it already knows. But- [ It's not here yet. Maybe it's still coming. I'll know when it's here. I wish I didn't know, in a way. Then I wouldn't have to dread it coming. ]
I think... I think you should lock me back up. Somewhere away from everyone. Somewhere with the strongest locks and bars and whatever the hell else you have.
[ I don't know if even that will be enough. But they'll all be killed if they don't do something. ]
Maybe that'll buy you all some time. Time to get away.
[ They're not going to run. She's not going to run. I don't know how I know that. ]
The Buearu has done research on the area since 2010. Which, I figured, was part of why you sent me after Hartman. The previous Director's Investigations Department had him there for study, possessed by the Dark Presence. [ Her head tilts back further as he says there is something else to know. ] I garauntee it knows what we've done already, or, it's about to know. It's territorial and doesn't like the person I know.
[ « Is he trapped in a loop--or are all of us? We've had this conversation before. How many times? » ]
That's not happening, Wake. It's completely off the table. [ She manages to pull her hand from the tight grip on the table and gesture yo thr double doors. ] No containment in this building is strong enough to keep you in if it finds you. Our containment cells couldn't keep Hartman in check in HQ and we're not nearly as equipped now
[ She looks at him evenly. ]
I either put guard detail on you underneath a stadium light, or you fight with us if it comes to it. Those are the options until we get what you need to end the story.
[ He's listening, of course, and he's following what she's saying. Understanding it. It's not difficult to understand. Accepting it is another matter, however. How can I get her to understand? ]
Look, you want to know what was going on before your people picked me up? [ This doesn't feel familiar. Maybe it didn't come up before. If there was a before. Why do I feel like there was a before? ]
I don't have all the details, because I was... going crazy. Out of my mind. Something was trying to take my mind. [ Scratch... ] Do you know how it feels when something is trying to take your mind?
[ Maybe she does, but I don't know how she'd know. I just think she might know better than most. ]
It's no picnic. [ He wonders if she'll make the connection between the headaches and what he's saying. ]
Fine. No cells, but you just need to know, all of this? [ He points at his clothes. ] That didn't just happen on its own.
[ Does she realize that people are going to die? ]
Are you going to give me a gun? [ He's been refused that before, on the grounds of safety, but he can't fight if he's unarmed. ]
[ Jesse falls silent as he speaks. She can hear the agitation in his voice, the frustration. Desperation. He's trying to grab at anything to be able to control something around him--anything. He's being denied it again and again. All it's doing is making him be cornered more and more.
Lashing out to get people to trust him and listen.
She already does but he doesn't realize it because he doesn't remember her.
« It's not supposed to go this way. We're not supposed to argue. I know reunions are never how I imagine; how I want them to be. But, this isn't helpful to either of us. »
Her fingers curl to the point the wood underneath them splints. It can be heard faintly.
This part feels familiar. A different time. Being hurt, scared, trying to reach him. She's not desperate now like like was then.
She reaches behind her and pulls a standard pistol back from her waistband. It was the gun she was going to give him anyways. She has the Service Gun. There's no need for another firearm. Her hand curls around it before holding it out to him.
The moment he puts his hand on it, she uses it to pull him closer. Not intimately close, but enough so she can lower her voice. ]
Yes. I know what it's like. [ Her green eyes stare into his gray ones in hopes he can remember without her needing to give him the manuscript. ] The Cult attacked you and Agent Casey. They found you in the woods. Casey is still MIA.
[ « I don't want to argue. We don't have time. I want him to remember. » ]
Alan. We don't have the time to fight. [ Jesse frowns slightly. It's almost too hard to be just the Director around him. ] There's a flashlight behind you if you need it with the gun. In case we're attacked tonight.
We're planning for one. Just in case. We got the Cult leaders in custody and you. Faden's convinced the Shadow isn't too happy to have her ... uh, friend, as a neighbor. So, time to bunker down. Reminds me, I need to look into where the hell the Sherrif and Deputies are....
[ Night falls.
And chaos breaks out.
Steve arms Alan, of course, and sticks with him as much as they can. They handle the parking lot and perimeter. Estevez handles the lobby and inside, while Jesse and Casey handle the morgue (much to the annoyance of one federal agent). The power of the Taken doesn't seem to be numbers, as Alan dealt with in 2010, but how powerful they are instead. The Dark Presence has quite the hold over Bright Falls since thirteen years ago and it shows.
Or, maybe, it's simply angered by another alien entity resonating in what it sees as its domain.
Dawn finally comes.
The Taken seem to be pulled back into the darkness as the sun rises. No sign of them remains beside the damage left behind on the FBC agents and the battle on the station. The odd morning quietness fills the station and it's not one Steve enjoys.
He gives a pat to Alan's back. It also is a notion for the writer to follow him. They enter the station and what Steve sees actually causes him to pause. He's seen plenty of hell before -- military service and the Hiss invasion -- but this looks like almost sheer carnage.
Taken lie disintegrating in the sunlight, while a few agents and police lay dead. The ratio isn't bad, hut, they're still faces Steve recongizes and knows. A sigh followed by "Fuck" is muttered under his breath. He steps around them and makes his way to the main lobby.
Estevez and Samuels are already evaluating survivors. Estevez has a bandage wrapped around her thigh. She glances up at the two and gives a nod. ]
Good to see the two of you made it through the night. How bad was it outside?
Bad. [ Steve leaves it at that. He glances around, then eyes Estevez with his eyebrows raised. She shakes her head and makes a gesture with her hand. Steve sighs and looks back at Alan. ] Looks like we're headed downstairs. Light isn't a thing down there, so, be on guard.
[ He gives a nod to Estevez before walking around her and Samuels. He heads down the same hallway Jesse had disappeared down the night before. He pulls the handgun and flashlight out once more. The door down to the morgue is opened, the winding stairs descended. The darkness is thick downstairs and Steve has a moment where he wonders if the flashlight is strong enough to pierce through it.
The air ripples like water. Steve takes a step back and raises his light for Alan to be able to shoot it as soon as the darkness burns away. Except the Taken dips back into the ripple, taunting about caring for old residents. Steve takes another step back with Alan to read the situation.
Then, a flare sails through the air with a male voice in the darkness: "Take that you ugly bastard!"
The Taken screeches as the flare burns under the ripple, causing it to show itself and the mirrored reflection below. Steve glances at Alan and shares a nod before unleashing what rounds he has in his handgun. Between the two of them, it falls to the side. ]
"Anyone out there? You get the bastard?"
[ Steve looks back at Alan. ] That must be your friend Casey. He's more of a dick than the one in your books.
[ Chaos breaks out, and Alan feels an icy hand take hold of him: the icy hand of fear. But there's no time for being paralyzed by fear, not when people around him are fighting and being driven back by the Taken that arrive. It's less arriving and more swarming, and these Taken are angry. Relentless. The Dark Presence wants to drive all of them from Bright Falls, and if it can't do that, well, then it seems hell-bent on killing all of them.
Alan fires round after round, alternating with burning away the darkness with his flashlight. He's had to stop to reload more than once, and it's when he stops that he becomes vulnerable. But even though he doesn't lower his guard, it seems that luck, or something like it is on his side... at least for now.
More waves come as the sky gradually starts to lighten. Alan fell into a sort of rhythm of burning Taken with the flashlight and bringing them down with bullets. He only got knocked off that rhythm once when he got taken by a surprise by a knife being thrown by an oncoming Taken. It caught him on the forehead, leaving a decently sized gash, but he didn't have time to stop to deal with it, as now he had two of them on his hands.
But by the time dawn comes and what remains of the Taken slowly recede back into the darkness of the trees and whatever cover they can find, Alan knows he's one of the lucky ones who made it out alive. A fight like this has to have casualties. It's something he's not looking forward to seeing, but there's no running from it either.
Steve pats him on the back, and he gives the ranger a nod as he moves to follow him. Once they enter the station, Alan's expression turns grim. He might not know all the faces of the dead, but a life is still a life. They have families and friends and aspirations, and all of that is at an end. Alan's fist clenches even as he continues following Steve.
He doesn't say anything as Estevez and Steve exchange words. At least Estevez is still standing, as is Samuels. But there's other faces they haven't seen yet, and there's one face in particular that Alan wants to see.
But it's not Jesse that they run into; instead, it's a Taken who doesn't seem to want to give up easily. Luckily, Steve is good at reading the situation, and Alan knows how to react quickly enough, so between the two of them, they dispatch the Taken just in time to hear Casey calling out. ]
Yeah... he kind of is, but- [ Alan shrugs. It feels like any prickliness on Casey's part is understandable, given the situation they're in. ] I'd be prickly too if I got dragged into this mess. [ He glances sidelong at Steve. ] I don't know how you manage to always seem so relaxed, even when things are bad.
[ Steve offers him a tight smile. ] I served as a naval pilot for ten years before being discharged. Even graduated second place in Top Gun. Been on countless missions of AWE thresholds. You build up a tolerance... or go crazy. Not to mention the Hiss made a whole new level if shit I could handle.
[ He begins walking down the last flight of stairs and then down the darkened hallway. Light shines from the examination room. Steve follows in with no hesitation to find the room a mess. Taken dead on the floor, supplies everywhere. A small barricade. That's when Casey pulls himself up and eyes the two.]
Oh, great. You two made it out. She'll be thrilled. Can't say I've ever seen a woman so head over heels. [ Casey sighs and shakes his head. ] You assholes heard anything from my partner yet?
No, but we have our ears to the ground. [ Steve's expression turns serious. ] I'm going to assume you mean my boss--
[ Steve is cut off by the sound of a quick movement. Casey is immediately on guard, but, Steve doesn't flinch. Instead, he half turns to the door down further in the examination room. An instant later, Jesse is in the doorway, leaning against the frame, breathing heavily. A few steps more and she's back in the light. It's clear the fight took a toll on her. Her energy doesn't seem to be recovering as it should. Probably because the light has to struggle to stay on.
Not to mention the wound on the side of her head in her hairline. One thag is oddly reminiscent of a wound that Alan will most likely never forget. ]
Secured the morgue... Sevestapol, Alan. When did you...?
[ Alan just looks at Steve with a halfway surprised expression. There's a feeling that he's heard a similar explanation before, but he can't remember enough of it to be sure. ]
With a resume like that, you could get a job doing anything you wanted. Flight instructor, maybe. But then again, maybe that would seem really boring after everything you've done. Something tells me what you do now is anything but boring.
[ And maybe he's wrong, but he gets the feeling that Steve is one of those who is fueled by adrenaline. But he doesn't have time to talk more, as Casey interjects. Alan stays silent for the most part, not because he doesn't have anything to say, but because he feels like the conversation doesn't really need his input.
It's not until he also reacts to the sound that set Casey and Steve into motion that he actually does anything, and even then, it's not until Jesse makes an appearance. His gaze is instantly drawn to her, eyes looking her over as if checking for any signs of injury.
The only thing he sees is the wound on her head, and the sight of it causes a cold sweat to break out over him unprompted. He's not washing out or drowning, but some remnant of a memory is trying to stir itself up in Alan's mind, and that's enough to distract him from what's going on around him for now.
Why is that familiar? Something tells me I shouldn't think too hard about it, or ask questions, but- I've seen that before. She's been hurt like that before, or worse. Not hurt, dead. That can't happen again. It didn't happen this time, but what about the next time? How many people won't make it out next time? How many more deaths will I be responsible for? ]
With why I was discharged? Nah, I couldn't go back to that. There's shit you see in this world and you know you can't go back to how you saw it before. It's one of those things.
[ He was more fueled by adrenaline as a younger man, but now, he's more aligned with a sense of purpose and goal. There's still the mission and that old military mindset. Now, the scope is just bigger, and he feels he can do his old friend right. Though, none of that is here nor there. It's not important or relevant to what's happening around them. Once everything ends he'll think about getting feely and backstory dumping. For now? Getting through this mess is the bigger priority.
Jesse rolls her eyes at Steve. ] Well, hearing it's morning is a good sign. What's the status?
A few down. Samuels and Estevez are treating wounded, which uh, you'll need to get that looked into. [ Steve nods to her head and looks at how Casey is hunched over in the light. ] You too, Casey. You look like shit.
And you look like a million bucks. [ Casey mumbles under his breath. ] Wake is safe and sound I see. Nice head wound.
[ Jesse's gaze flicks back to Alan's. She can sense he's staring at her, or rather, one particular thing about her. A moment passes before it clicks what has captured his attention. She raises her hand to the side of her head, feeling the blood there in her hairline and down the side of her face.
« I don't.... I don't remember what hit me. When. Some Taken, obviously, but it feels like I've had this injury before. Did I? When? What version of "Return" did I get this? »
Her attention moves from her blood covered fingers to glancing at Steve and Casey going back and forth. Then, she looks back to Alan. He has his own gash on his forehead. She points to her forehead as if to gesture to his own wound. Casey already commented on it, but she can tell Alan is really only focusing on her and her own injury.
« I told him I'd pay the price for us back in the story. Maybe this is it. Great. He'll loving hearing that. Which is why we don't tell him. » ]
Sevastopol, help Casey back up to Samuels. I'll catch up with Wake and meet you upstairs. We'll figure out our next move and figure out where Anderson is from there.
"Catch up with Wake"? He survived the night. That should be enough catching up with him. [ Casey makes a flippant gesture with his hand. ] I say we all get out of this fucking dark hole and go to the sunlight.
Your input is noted, Agent Casey. We'll follow you two upstairs.
[ Steve helps Casey, all though much complaining from the other man, get out of his little barricade and then help him out of the room. Jesse watches them leave and only looks back to Alan once she is sure the two are out of hearing range. ]
They got you. [ She points to his forehead this time. ] Looks like they got Steve's hand too... are you okay? Feeling more like yourself?
Well, that's fair enough. I can't argue otherwise, and I haven't even seen half of the shit you have. [ Although Alan believes what he has seen is enough to make it so he can never be normal again. If he ever was normal. ] I know it's a weird time to say it, but if this story ever ends and I'm finally out for good, I- we need to get a drink.
[ Maybe Steve isn't interested in being friends or even acquaintances, but at the very least, Alan wants the chance to buy the other man a drink.
Alan listens to Steve giving the summary of events, and then his gaze flicks over to Casey's when Steve comments on his appearance. They obviously all need to rest and regroup, if they have the time to do so. They probably don't have time, but they still need to regroup, at least.
But his gaze shifts back to focusing on Jesse again, because he just can't look away from that wound on her head. He wants to tend to it himself, cleaning away the blood and bandaging it as best as he can. Maybe if they have a moment alone together, he can do that.
He's not even thinking about his own condition, not even when Casey comments on it. It hasn't registered in his mind that his head hurts or a sense of vertigo kicks in if he moves too quickly. His focus is still on Jesse and hating how she and everyone else has been dragged into this nightmare.
Even so, Alan opens his mouth to say something to Casey, but Jesse gets there first. Just as well, because Alan feels prickly enough to snap at the other man, and as satisfying as that would be, it really wouldn't accomplish anything.
He crosses his arms and watches as Steve and Casey eventually go on their way, heading up the stairs, and once they're gone, he turns to look at Jesse again. ]
Yeah, I guess they did. I didn't really have time to stop and notice it, but- [ He shrugs as if it's inconsequential. ] I'm fine. [ Mostly. But I need to know that she's all right. That's more important than anything. ]
I might take you up on that offer, Wake. Gotta interview you and am sure you're a good match. [ There's a grin on his face at that. Clearly leaning on the joke that he seems to be more like a dad or uncle figure to everyone. ] You got a favorite drink?
[ Jesse's focus is hard to pin down. She seems to be conversing back and forth with Polaris, but also keeping note of who seems to be in the basement, injuries, and we'll, she's rather everywhere at the moment. Not to mention the nagging feeling that her head injury isn't the first time she's suffered this injury. She's trying to pull the memory out, but with how many loops there has been, maybe that knowledge is just lost. ]
You're going to need it looked at. [ Her tone is flat and she gestures to the head wound again. She'll need hers looked at as well. ] I'm fine. Light headed, maybe, but I'll be fine. I've probably had worse at some point.
Great, I look forward to it. [ Alan smiles for a second before he registers the word "interview", and his smile drops a little bit, but not falling entirely off his face. ] Interview, huh? Well, I guess I'm used to it. Or I was. Maybe I still am. [ But he's not sure if he's remembering interviews with reporters or interviews with the FBC or the FBI in another loop. It's something that's become jumbled together in his mind. ]
Uh, favorite drink... Yeah, it's- [ He has to stop and think about it, because he hasn't really thought about something so normal in a long time. ] It's... [ He presses the heel of his hand against the side of his head that's not sporting a gash as if that'll help jog his memory. ] I don't know what it's called. I take it you have one, though.
[ If he can remember it, he'll get Steve one.
Alan's attention is still on Jesse and her words and not really bothered with himself, and he just shrugs off her statement about him needing to get checked out. It's not high up on his list of priorities right now. ]
I think you should get out of here and go somewhere with more light and sit down. [ He instinctively extends a hand to her as if suggesting they do that right now, even though he still wants to have a moment that's just them together with no interruptions, even if that moment is just talking. Once they join the others again, they might not have a chance. ]
[ Jesse's head tilts slightly, noting his tone and reaction. It's... off, somehow. Not panicked, but also more worries about it than he should be. It's a bad gash for sure, but, Jesse could tell him the mirad of injuries and fights she had within the Oldest House. Some that truly make this seem like a minor deal. Yet, he's insisting.
« Why? What about this has him so wound up? »
She takes his hand but doesn't budget. There's something heartwarming about how assured and in control Alan sounds. So many times he's washed away or not fully there with her. Not now, he's fully there in the present, even if something seems to be haunting him.
Jesse steps further into the over head hanging light. A tug is given to his hand to pull him closer. Her head tilts back, green eyes immediately locking onto his. ]
What's going on, Alan? You know something. So, what is it?
[ If it's something about the story? She needs to know. If it's something about what happened during the fight? She needs to know. Really, there's nothing about this where information should be hidden. The same goes for her. She'll need to tell him anything she has to. ]
[ Alan can't explain where the worry and warning bells going off in his mind is coming from. He just knows that he has a gut feeling that he can't shake off. Maybe it's just him wanting to make sure that Jesse stays safe and unharmed, but it still feels like a lot more than that. He just can't put a finger on what it is, and that's contributing to his wound up state.
When she takes his hand, he instantly squeezes it, fingers wrapping protectively around hers. And he follows her without hesitation as she moves more into the light, but it does little to ease his nerves. ]
I don't know if I know something. I just have this feeling, a sinking feeling that... I don't know. Are you sure you're okay?
[ Again his eyes travel over her, looking for assurance that she's alright, other than the gash on her head. ]
[ Jesse gives a small nod. Then, brings their hands up over her heart. Maybe if he can feel the heartbeat it'll make him feel better? She can't tell what's wrong so it's like guessing in the dark. ] As okay as someone with injuries can be.
[ Her fingers brush over his. Polaris shimmers around her to reassure Alan, but also to get the attention of her human host. Jesse tilts her head, eyes glancing to the side in her usual manner as she communicates with the alien resonance.
« What is it? Am I missing something? I know I died once. Scratch got me, didn't he? Brutally. I don't really remember it. Just... something I know. Just like knowing you're real. So, what is-- »
Her own thoughts cut off the moment it feels someone grabs her arm. A cold grasp curling around her. It feels like she is pulled back slightly, even though she doesn't physically move at all. Someone presses against her back. Then, it feels as if someone is resting their cheek against hers. It happens all in a quick succession that she's not even quick enough to react to it outside her mind.
『 Found you, Jess. Come on! You'll have to do better than that! 』
The voice presses through the Hotline and Jesse's eyes widen. She immediately turns on her heels physically, Service Weapon appearing in her hand as she does so. No one is standing behind her there in the room with her and Alan. Even then, she can't shake the feeling that someone is there over the Hotline.
[ The feeling of her heartbeat doesn't quite make him feel better, but it reassures him at least a little bit. He almost feels relaxed for a few seconds before another feeling that's far stronger than her heartbeat creeps over him. It's a feeling he hardly understands, but it grabs hold of him tightly and feels like someone's just dumped a bucket of cold water over him.
Scratch. It's him. He's here. Well, he's always here. But what does he want? If it's me he wants, why didn't he just- Wait.
Alan's eyes have darkened a little more than their usual gray, but he tries to push back against the feeling that something inside him is stirring. That something isn't focused on him this time. No, it's focused on something else. On someone else.
You can't have her. You can do whatever you want to me, but you CAN'T have her.
But it seems that there's not much Alan can do right now except watch as Jesse's eyes widen with what seems like realization. He sees the Service Weapon appear in her hand, and that's yet another indication that things are very not good. But what can he do? What can he do to keep whatever is happening from happening? ]
... Jesse?
[ This is not good. I know it's not good. What the hell? What the actual hell is- No, that's not helping. I have to do something.
...but what? I can't do anything. Or does he want me to think I can't do anything? Why can't you just leave us alone? ]
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The holding cells of the Bright Falls Sheriff Station are dimly lit. One cell has been entirely converted to a temporary archive. Boxes labeled with a familiar logo, supplies, documents. There's always documents when the Federal Bureau of Control is involved. Highly confidential paperwork with several things redacted foe various levels of clearance. Although the field team involved hasn't bothered to redact much. Not when they are still dimly cut off from HQ and the Lake House has gone dark.
Maybe that's more accurate than metaphoric.
Beyond the local business brothers, voices can be heard from the handful of agents that now occupy the station. Some speak in low tones about the "famous Alan Wake really being a parautalitarian" to "I hope she knows what she's doing." Maybe the Writer can only catch bits and pieces, and most of it probably makes no sense at all. The story has to naturally unfold, edits and all, no matter how much the FBI Agent and the Writer don't want it to.
The door to the cells opens and an older man steps in. Military haircut, dark hair and eyes, FBC jacket on, and seemingly light hearted. That is until he sends a glare to the sneering pair of businessmen. It's enough to make them step back from the bars. The man grins and then makes his way to the Writer's cell. He raises his hand and knocks on it. ]
Alright, wake up time. Come on, Wake. You're being moved. [ The FBC man smirks as if he has made the funniest joke in the room. Despite the fact they are inside? He has been wearing a pair of aviators. He takes them off and knocks on the bars again. ] No time to be dreaming. Let's go. Boss wants to see you.
[ The man folds the aviators on his under t-shirt and unlocks the cage. He pulls out a pair of black handcuffs. He clips them on Alan Wake--covered in dried blood and mud--and begins to escort him. No mind is ever given to the brothers who throw insults and warnings. The FBC member almost seems to think they're just annoyances in the wind. Background noise to fade out.
He nods to the other field agents and one in particular. Agent Kiran Estevez. She glances between the two and shakes her head. It doesn't take a mind reader to be able to tell the agent thinks this is all a bad idea. Still, rank has been pulled, and not even by the man escorting Alan. It was pulled by his boss.
The Director.
He turns the corner and keeps walking Alan down the hallway to the Sheriff's Office. ]
Captain Ranger Steve Sevestapol. Good to meet you again, Wake.
[ He had a much more friendly demeanor now out of the gaze of others. A grin on his face even as he opens the door beside them. A few more steps and they are in a office that Alan has probably seen one too many times to call comfortable. The room is different from the last Breaker that inhabited it, but, still feeling like Bright Falls. Family. Home. Rustic.
Against the edge of the desk sits a red headed woman. Shorter than both men, green eyes, dressed in a tactical vest, half gloves, and boots. The light in the room almost seems to hum. It's brighter in this room, but the light in the whole station seems to be oddly brighter.
Steve uncuffs the writer and gives him a pat on the back. The door closes behind him, leaving only the Director and Alan Wake. ]
Mr. Alan Wake, right? [ The Director asks to get his attention. Her green eyes seem to be searching for something on him. Or, something from him period. ] The famous writer of the Alex Casey novels. Right?
[ She shifts how she sits on the desk, hands curled around the lip of it, watching Alan intently for some sort of answer. She's almost on edge and maybe even nervous about the answer she might get. She needs whatever the answer is going to be. It will tell her how to proceed going forward in this mess of a horror story. ]
And, you're awake. [ Her word choice is pointed for a reason that maybe only she knows. ] You were out cold when my agents brought you here from the woods.
Which means I'm sure you have questions for me.
[ The faint hum that can be heard by certain people seems louder around her. She doesn't expect him to notice it. Something about the encounter seems reminiscent of others, and so her questions are posed differently. She has to make sure things are similar--but different enough. ]
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But they just kept going, increasing in volume and gradually becoming more and more personal. Too personal. They struck a nerve. Several nerves. Eventually, Alan couldn't take it anymore. He all but collapsed onto the bed, his hands lifting to cover his ears. He didn't want to hear the mocking sneers from the two men who didn't seem to want to stop. But he could still hear them even though he did the best he could to block them out.
The constant stream of insults made Alan want to recoil, as did the pounding sensation in his head that only seemed to grow the longer he sat there. As the two brothers kept up their incessant tirade, the pain in his head grew worse. But he couldn't hold his head and block out the voices of the Koskela brothers, so he just sat there and tried to think about anything but the splitting migraine building behind his eyes.
A voice cut through the jeers from the next cell over. What was it saying?
-time. Come on, Wake. You're being moved.
Every other word cut out, sounding like it was obstructed by a buzzing noise. Was that in Alan's head? Was something wrong with his hearing? He couldn't tell. Who's talking? The agents who found me on the beach? Did they come back already? I thought- I thought they went somewhere. Left. Or they were told to leave. Weren't there other agents? I don't remember.
Alan vaguely remembers being found on the shore, being questioned, the feeling of the headache growing worse all the time... and then there was nothing until he woke up here in this cell. There's something weird about this. Something strange. Familiar but not familiar. What's happening?
Alan doesn't protest or even put up much of a fight when the man wearing aviators puts a strange looking pair of handcuffs around his wrists. He doesn't say anything when said man escorts him from the cell to... to where? ]
Where are we going? Have- Have we met before? I don't recognize you.
[ Alan remains silent until they're away from the others who had been watching them. Once they're alone, that's when he begins to speak. ] We've met before? Sorry, but I'm having trouble remembering.
[ A part of him wants to smile at the other man for some inexplicable reason, but the expression doesn't even touch Alan's face. He's still rattled from the constant sneers he was forced to listen to, and his head still feels like it's about to split in two. ]
You mentioned your boss wants to see me. Who's that? [ Alan knows he probably doesn't know whoever this boss is either, but he still can't help but wonder.
It's not until they reach the office that Alan gets the answer to that question. There's a woman there, leaning against the desk, and Alan finds his gaze drawn almost instantly to her like he's responding to a gravitational pull. Suddenly the cuffs are removed, and Steve is patting him on the back before leaving him alone with the redheaded woman.
The ache in his head is still intensifying, but she's talking to him. She knows his name. That shouldn't be surprising, as a lot of people know who he is. Alan nods and instantly regrets it, hands lifting to rub both temples as the pain seems to spike again. ]
Guess you did your research. [ Whoever she is, if she's the boss of... of whoever, she probably doesn't read crime novels. At least, not the crime novels he wrote once. ]
Awake... am I? I wish- if this is what being awake feels like, I want to go back to sleep.
[ No, I don't want to go to sleep. I want to be awake. But this headache can stop anytime. Please.
His fingers curl more against his head, reacting to the continuing pain there. ]
Who- who are you? [ He doesn't lift his head to look at her, as even moving just a fraction causes his head to hurt more. He hopes she doesn't mind his apparent lack of manners, but he's finding it hard to move, even to look her in the eyes. ]
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[ A nod is given to the door before he opens it. ] The Director.
[ Jesse Faden feels nervous. That's never a good sign in any loop, or version, or normality. She shouldn't be nervous. They've gotten this far into the loop. That means that things are progressing the way they should. However the manuscript has been edited works. Now, they just need to get past where they were at last time. Not that she remembers it entirely, but, she has that sinking feeling inside her. The one that sets off her instincts. The one that says it didn't end the way it should of because she failed someone.
Maybe Alan himself.
Her head raises as she hears the door open.
Steve escort Alan inside as planned and remove the black rock cuffs. A pat to the back is given before leaving. Jesse can't help but smile--at least with her eyes--at her right hand ranger. She has no idea how Steve has been able to keep memories of what is going on... but she's decided not to question it.
Her attention focuses entirely on Alan once he answers. The tone and words themselves cause her to pause. Fingers curl under the lip of the desk she's sitting on the edge of. She can feel how they press into the wood as he continues. Wanting to go back to sleep.
Who- who are you?
And, her heart sinks.
« I shouldn't be surprised. Why would he write it back in this time? I didn't ask or demand it. I let him decide, didn't I? Work with the story how he needed to make it work to end it. Maybe that's just inevitably something cut from the story. Served it's purpose or something like that. That page I have may not do any good now. Shit. Shit. » ]
Director of the Federal Bureau of Control. Faden.
[ There's no overly harsh tone in her voice, nothing so impersonal that she'd say she's entirely in business mode. Just enough space to allow whatever his reaction is going to be. She leans back, head tilted to the side slightly.
« He looks like shit. I don't mean just because of the obvious blood and dirt. He's in pain. It's obvious. Whatever I had planned isn't going to work or get through to him like this. I don't even have an idea what's causing the pain. It might not be my place to know this time. » ]
I imagine being in the cell next to the cult leaders made your headache worse. Take a seat. It's not really my office anyways. [ Jesse nods to the open couch that's still in the brighter light that comes from the ceiling. ] We can talk later. Once you're feeling better.
[ She knows Steve just brought him here on her request. That instinct kicks in and tells her anything she'd say or do at the moment would be pointless. Even showing him the manuscript page she has tucked away in her vest pocket wouldn't sink in. Jesse looks down for a brief second before standing up.
This time, she moves over to stand next to Alan. Her hands raise, but she doesn't make contact, easing him to sit on the couch in the light. Polaris may not even be able to help if he has no idea she's there. So, that means the best thing is to just let him absorb whatever he needs to from the light.
He is the Torchbearer and Champion of Light.
A few steps are taken back as she moves to the double doors. ]
I'll keep Sevestapol on watch outside for you. If you need anything? Let him know. We'll talk once you're feeling more like yourself.
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That feeling increases when Steve states Jesse's title. I should know him. I should know her. But how? I don't know anything, except... except... we're all in danger, and it's my fault. The cult leaders were right about me. Everything they said was right.
When it's just him and the FBC Director in the room, Alan's commentary halts. He needs to listen to what she says, needs to focus on her words although the waves of pain in his head make it hard. ]
Director... Control. The- the FBC? [ He's grasping at fragments of ideas, of memories, realizing that he has heard those words before. But it's only when she says her name that he remembers. ] Faden? Yes. I- I tried to reach you. I've tried reaching you several times.
[ His frame stiffens as she mentions the cult leaders, and his fingers tighten around his head. ]
They said so many things, but- but they're right. I'm everything they said about me. Don't they say the truth hurts? [ I didn't think it would hurt this much, though.
He quiets as she moves closer to him and then eases him down onto the couch. His head tips slowly back against the couch cushions. The pressure isn't slacking off, but having something to support him helps. Maybe the light is helping too.
He lifts his head briefly and winces, but he gives her a small nod. He'd like her to stay so he can try to ask more questions, but maybe she's right. Maybe he just needs a minute in a quiet room. He won't take long. He can't. There's no time.
Once Jesse's gone out through the double doors and silence settles over the room again, Alan tries to just relax for a minute. If he doesn't move, the pain isn't as bad; it's still there, but it's a fraction more tolerable.
The problem is getting the voices in his mind to shut up. The words thrown at him by the cult leaders echo, and it makes Alan want to hunch over and cover his ears again. But the words are in his head, so even that won't help.
You're a fucking monster. You'll ruin everything. You're already ruining everything. Everything you touch gets destroyed, and it's all your fault. You brought nothing but trouble here.
Bright Falls was fine until you came along, now Taken appear every five seconds and your bullshit pages float out of the lake all the time.
You need to be put down for good. When we get out of these cells, you're dead. A bullet in the head is too good for you, but you need to be stopped, and fast.
A sudden fear grips Alan and he lurches up into a more upright position; he's still on the couch, still in the light, because he doesn't want to stray too far from it. The sudden movement sets his headache off again, but he doesn't care. He can't block out the voices and the cutting words, and that's a problem.
A quiet sigh that's more of a moan escapes him, and he slowly sinks back onto the couch again. Maybe he just needs to give the light time to work. Time to settle in. His eyes slide closed and he tries to focus on nothing but the light.
To his surprise, that something takes the form of a woman not unlike the Director who left the room not that long ago. But the image in his dreams is more otherworldly than anything else. She's hovering above him while he stays on the ground, and her whole form is illuminated by light... not just any light, though. It's a shimmering, geometric spiral.
She holds out her hands to him as if asking him to come with her.
I don't understand. Come where?
It's only then that Alan notices that while the woman is illuminated in light, he's covered in darkness. The woman beckons to him again.
Come home, Alan.
Alan shifts on the couch but he doesn't wake up; being in the light and having dozed off seems to be helping with his headache, but the ache hasn't gone away completely just yet. But for now, he's just dozing lightly, having forgotten that he needs to let the agent waiting outside know when he's ready to meet with the Director again. ]
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[ Jesse watches him quietly and intently, but not in a hawkish manner. It seems like her instincts are once again right. He might be awake, but whatever is causing his headaches hasn't let him go just yet. Her gaze flicks down for a brief moment before sliding back into the role of Director.
« It might just not work in the story regardless of how much we want it. I don't know. All we can do is try again later.
I know I ask a lot from you. I already have. But, could you help him? If you can. We need Alan awake and here... regardless of how I feel. He's the only one who can change the ending. »
Jesse offers him another tight smile as he sits down. ] What people say isn't always right... or even a fraction of the truth. Most people don't know the world around them. But, get some rest.
[ She slips out and gently closes the doors. Jesse is thankful the blinds on the door obscure the view out into the hallway of the main office. Alan won't see how she grips onto the door handle or how Steve turns his head to look at her in confusion. ]
Faden?
He's not in a position to help right now. We might be on our own for this part. [ Jesse raises her gaze to the Ranger, a frown tugging at her face. ] Keep an eye on him? In case he needs anything. Estevez and I need to get things ready.
[ Steve nods in agreement and folds his hands in front of him. After a moment he tilts his head back slightly. ] He really doesn't remember, does he?
No. [ Her eyes dart back down as she gives a sharp inhale. Her shoulders square and she stands up. Right. No time to be upset. Director time. ] It's fine. We have a job to do.
Faden. It's obvious--to me anyways--it's not "fine." There's nothing "fine" or "okay" about any of this. You don't need to pretend it is.
I'm not pretending, Dad. I'm doing my job. [ Jesse gives him a look. ] "Fine" is all I have at the moment, so that's what it is. I can't fix it all.
[ Steve glances back at the door. ] No, you can't. I'll keep an eye on him. Oh and, Young was asking of you'd make sure everything is good to go in the back.
[ Jesse nods and manages a small smile. She walks away from the doors and motions for Estevez to follow her as the other agent steps out from another room. The two women make their way to the fenced parking lot. ]
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But all too soon, Alan stirs again; he's not really sure what woke him up, if it was just his internal clock saying that was enough sleep, or if some thought disturbed him. Maybe the ache in his head came back with a vengeance. Regardless, he shifts again on the couch and his eyes slowly open. It takes a minute for him to regain his bearings and to remember where he is.
The pounding in his head has been reduced to a dull ache for the moment, but now he has a feeling of grogginess on top of it. He sits up again, but he doesn't stand up from the couch just yet, choosing to just sit there and try and collect himself.
After another handful of minutes passes, finally Alan stands up, knowing he's probably delayed the FBC director long enough already. She probably wants him out of this room, or at least wants answers from him. Everyone seems to be looking for something from him, from the FBI agents to the cult leaders and now the FBC. But there's no ignoring it, not really.
He slowly heads over to the door and opens it, noting right away how Steve is standing there, presumably guarding the door. ]
Uh.. Hey. Is the Director around?
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Breathing control. Clear headed. Focus on the mission.
Fuck, he misses being in a plane when this feeling kicks in.
The door opening behind him catches his attention. He half turns, nodding to Alan in a welcoming gesture. ]
Morning, sleeping beauty. Glad to see you're awake. [ That easy grin takes his face. He bets that Alan hates that joke about his last name. ] And, Faden is around. Give it a few minutes and she's bound to show up now that you're up.
[ The grumbling can be heard from behind the door that leads to the cells. Steve sighs and rolls his eyes. ]
Need anything? Coffee? Probably can find some donuts or something if you need something a bit more--
--He's not going to eat it.
[ Steve turns his head to see Jesse walking back up to the double doors. He gives a glance to Alan that says 'See, told you so.' ]
Make sure the morgue is as good as you can get it with Estevez, Sevestapol. [ She nods to the Ranger who gives a small shrug and makes his way down the hall Jesse came from. Almost like they're swapping shifts. She watches the Ranger go before turning back to Alan.
A hand raises to gesture for them to step back into the office. The doors close behind her and she moves back to the spot she was at before. Leaning against the desk, sitting on the edge, hands wrapped around the rim. It's a way to help keep her rooted in place. This isn't going to be a conversation she likes.
An internal sigh. « I really need to stop hoping and having expectations for reunions. They're never what I hope for. » ]
So, I'm guessing you had questions for me, Wake? [ « Best to start off professional. Neutral. See where it goes from there. No getting hopes up or excited. Horror stories aren't meant to be happy. » ] You look like you're feeling better.
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He opens the door to alert Steve, and the older man greets him with yet another quip about his name. In spite of himself, Alan rolls his eyes in pretend annoyance that has a grain of actual mild annoyance in it, but he offers a half-smile. ]
Let me guess, you're always in a punny mood. [ It's not a great effort, and it probably won't even net him a laugh, but considering his own mood, it's something.
Alan's eyes shift to the door leading to the cells, and his smile that was barely there to begin with vanishes. ]
I'm fi- [ He starts to say before someone else answers before he can finish. That nagging feeling of familiarity prods at his mind again. What exactly is so familiar about this? Why do I feel like I should know this?
His gaze shifts again to see Jesse approaching them. Something inside him seems to react to the sight of her, but he hasn't even the faintest idea why that would be. It's something else he chalks off to the strange nagging feeling that he really should know more than he does about this situation, about the FBC, about almost everything. But whenever he searches inwardly for information, something that might be relevant, nothing comes to mind.
He pulls himself back to the present to hear Jesse giving orders and he stiffens in response to what he hears. A morgue that needs to be prepared... for what? There's only one thing a morgue is used for, and all Alan feels is a sinking feeling. ]
You sound like an officer giving orders before a battle. [ And that only contributes to Alan's growing sense of unease. But he follows her back inside the office, a wary expression now on his face. ]
Yeah... I have questions. [ A frown forms, pulling his lips down with it, and he rubs at his forehead, although for now, the pressure has lessened. ] What exactly are you getting ready for?
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The Shadow--what you refer to as the Dark Presence--could find out that you're here. Which means we need to be prepared for Shadowed Individuals--Taken--to storm the place. I'm sure they'd show up even if you were still with the FBI. [ Her head tilts to the side. ] You could say it's not a fan of someone I know.
[ « That being you, of course. We already cleansed the control points here. That's bound to piss it off. The Dark Presence is territorial... which explains why it won't give up Alan. » ]
We'll find a way to secure you. Don't worry. It'll be away from the two brothers. Maybe they can make themselves useful for a change.
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So... you know. You know about the Dark Presence and the Taken. But then you need to know something else. [ His head pounds, but it's not as debilitating now as it was when she first tried to talk to him. ]
It's going to find out. Maybe it already knows. But- [ It's not here yet. Maybe it's still coming. I'll know when it's here. I wish I didn't know, in a way. Then I wouldn't have to dread it coming. ]
I think... I think you should lock me back up. Somewhere away from everyone. Somewhere with the strongest locks and bars and whatever the hell else you have.
[ I don't know if even that will be enough. But they'll all be killed if they don't do something. ]
Maybe that'll buy you all some time. Time to get away.
[ They're not going to run. She's not going to run. I don't know how I know that. ]
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[ « Is he trapped in a loop--or are all of us? We've had this conversation before. How many times? » ]
That's not happening, Wake. It's completely off the table. [ She manages to pull her hand from the tight grip on the table and gesture yo thr double doors. ] No containment in this building is strong enough to keep you in if it finds you. Our containment cells couldn't keep Hartman in check in HQ and we're not nearly as equipped now
[ She looks at him evenly. ]
I either put guard detail on you underneath a stadium light, or you fight with us if it comes to it. Those are the options until we get what you need to end the story.
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Look, you want to know what was going on before your people picked me up? [ This doesn't feel familiar. Maybe it didn't come up before. If there was a before. Why do I feel like there was a before? ]
I don't have all the details, because I was... going crazy. Out of my mind. Something was trying to take my mind. [ Scratch... ] Do you know how it feels when something is trying to take your mind?
[ Maybe she does, but I don't know how she'd know. I just think she might know better than most. ]
It's no picnic. [ He wonders if she'll make the connection between the headaches and what he's saying. ]
Fine. No cells, but you just need to know, all of this? [ He points at his clothes. ] That didn't just happen on its own.
[ Does she realize that people are going to die? ]
Are you going to give me a gun? [ He's been refused that before, on the grounds of safety, but he can't fight if he's unarmed. ]
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Lashing out to get people to trust him and listen.
She already does but he doesn't realize it because he doesn't remember her.
« It's not supposed to go this way. We're not supposed to argue. I know reunions are never how I imagine; how I want them to be. But, this isn't helpful to either of us. »
Her fingers curl to the point the wood underneath them splints. It can be heard faintly.
This part feels familiar. A different time. Being hurt, scared, trying to reach him. She's not desperate now like like was then.
She reaches behind her and pulls a standard pistol back from her waistband. It was the gun she was going to give him anyways. She has the Service Gun. There's no need for another firearm. Her hand curls around it before holding it out to him.
The moment he puts his hand on it, she uses it to pull him closer. Not intimately close, but enough so she can lower her voice. ]
Yes. I know what it's like. [ Her green eyes stare into his gray ones in hopes he can remember without her needing to give him the manuscript. ] The Cult attacked you and Agent Casey. They found you in the woods. Casey is still MIA.
[ « I don't want to argue. We don't have time. I want him to remember. » ]
Alan. We don't have the time to fight. [ Jesse frowns slightly. It's almost too hard to be just the Director around him. ] There's a flashlight behind you if you need it with the gun. In case we're attacked tonight.
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— morning.
[ Night falls.
And chaos breaks out.
Steve arms Alan, of course, and sticks with him as much as they can. They handle the parking lot and perimeter. Estevez handles the lobby and inside, while Jesse and Casey handle the morgue (much to the annoyance of one federal agent). The power of the Taken doesn't seem to be numbers, as Alan dealt with in 2010, but how powerful they are instead. The Dark Presence has quite the hold over Bright Falls since thirteen years ago and it shows.
Or, maybe, it's simply angered by another alien entity resonating in what it sees as its domain.
Dawn finally comes.
The Taken seem to be pulled back into the darkness as the sun rises. No sign of them remains beside the damage left behind on the FBC agents and the battle on the station. The odd morning quietness fills the station and it's not one Steve enjoys.
He gives a pat to Alan's back. It also is a notion for the writer to follow him. They enter the station and what Steve sees actually causes him to pause. He's seen plenty of hell before -- military service and the Hiss invasion -- but this looks like almost sheer carnage.
Taken lie disintegrating in the sunlight, while a few agents and police lay dead. The ratio isn't bad, hut, they're still faces Steve recongizes and knows. A sigh followed by "Fuck" is muttered under his breath. He steps around them and makes his way to the main lobby.
Estevez and Samuels are already evaluating survivors. Estevez has a bandage wrapped around her thigh. She glances up at the two and gives a nod. ]
Good to see the two of you made it through the night. How bad was it outside?
Bad. [ Steve leaves it at that. He glances around, then eyes Estevez with his eyebrows raised. She shakes her head and makes a gesture with her hand. Steve sighs and looks back at Alan. ] Looks like we're headed downstairs. Light isn't a thing down there, so, be on guard.
[ He gives a nod to Estevez before walking around her and Samuels. He heads down the same hallway Jesse had disappeared down the night before. He pulls the handgun and flashlight out once more. The door down to the morgue is opened, the winding stairs descended. The darkness is thick downstairs and Steve has a moment where he wonders if the flashlight is strong enough to pierce through it.
The air ripples like water. Steve takes a step back and raises his light for Alan to be able to shoot it as soon as the darkness burns away. Except the Taken dips back into the ripple, taunting about caring for old residents. Steve takes another step back with Alan to read the situation.
Then, a flare sails through the air with a male voice in the darkness: "Take that you ugly bastard!"
The Taken screeches as the flare burns under the ripple, causing it to show itself and the mirrored reflection below. Steve glances at Alan and shares a nod before unleashing what rounds he has in his handgun. Between the two of them, it falls to the side. ]
"Anyone out there? You get the bastard?"
[ Steve looks back at Alan. ] That must be your friend Casey. He's more of a dick than the one in your books.
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Alan fires round after round, alternating with burning away the darkness with his flashlight. He's had to stop to reload more than once, and it's when he stops that he becomes vulnerable. But even though he doesn't lower his guard, it seems that luck, or something like it is on his side... at least for now.
More waves come as the sky gradually starts to lighten. Alan fell into a sort of rhythm of burning Taken with the flashlight and bringing them down with bullets. He only got knocked off that rhythm once when he got taken by a surprise by a knife being thrown by an oncoming Taken. It caught him on the forehead, leaving a decently sized gash, but he didn't have time to stop to deal with it, as now he had two of them on his hands.
But by the time dawn comes and what remains of the Taken slowly recede back into the darkness of the trees and whatever cover they can find, Alan knows he's one of the lucky ones who made it out alive. A fight like this has to have casualties. It's something he's not looking forward to seeing, but there's no running from it either.
Steve pats him on the back, and he gives the ranger a nod as he moves to follow him. Once they enter the station, Alan's expression turns grim. He might not know all the faces of the dead, but a life is still a life. They have families and friends and aspirations, and all of that is at an end. Alan's fist clenches even as he continues following Steve.
He doesn't say anything as Estevez and Steve exchange words. At least Estevez is still standing, as is Samuels. But there's other faces they haven't seen yet, and there's one face in particular that Alan wants to see.
But it's not Jesse that they run into; instead, it's a Taken who doesn't seem to want to give up easily. Luckily, Steve is good at reading the situation, and Alan knows how to react quickly enough, so between the two of them, they dispatch the Taken just in time to hear Casey calling out. ]
Yeah... he kind of is, but- [ Alan shrugs. It feels like any prickliness on Casey's part is understandable, given the situation they're in. ] I'd be prickly too if I got dragged into this mess. [ He glances sidelong at Steve. ] I don't know how you manage to always seem so relaxed, even when things are bad.
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[ He begins walking down the last flight of stairs and then down the darkened hallway. Light shines from the examination room. Steve follows in with no hesitation to find the room a mess. Taken dead on the floor, supplies everywhere. A small barricade. That's when Casey pulls himself up and eyes the two.]
Oh, great. You two made it out. She'll be thrilled. Can't say I've ever seen a woman so head over heels. [ Casey sighs and shakes his head. ] You assholes heard anything from my partner yet?
No, but we have our ears to the ground. [ Steve's expression turns serious. ] I'm going to assume you mean my boss--
[ Steve is cut off by the sound of a quick movement. Casey is immediately on guard, but, Steve doesn't flinch. Instead, he half turns to the door down further in the examination room. An instant later, Jesse is in the doorway, leaning against the frame, breathing heavily. A few steps more and she's back in the light. It's clear the fight took a toll on her. Her energy doesn't seem to be recovering as it should. Probably because the light has to struggle to stay on.
Not to mention the wound on the side of her head in her hairline. One thag is oddly reminiscent of a wound that Alan will most likely never forget. ]
Secured the morgue... Sevestapol, Alan. When did you...?
Just now. Mornings is here. Rise and shine, boss.
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With a resume like that, you could get a job doing anything you wanted. Flight instructor, maybe. But then again, maybe that would seem really boring after everything you've done. Something tells me what you do now is anything but boring.
[ And maybe he's wrong, but he gets the feeling that Steve is one of those who is fueled by adrenaline. But he doesn't have time to talk more, as Casey interjects. Alan stays silent for the most part, not because he doesn't have anything to say, but because he feels like the conversation doesn't really need his input.
It's not until he also reacts to the sound that set Casey and Steve into motion that he actually does anything, and even then, it's not until Jesse makes an appearance. His gaze is instantly drawn to her, eyes looking her over as if checking for any signs of injury.
The only thing he sees is the wound on her head, and the sight of it causes a cold sweat to break out over him unprompted. He's not washing out or drowning, but some remnant of a memory is trying to stir itself up in Alan's mind, and that's enough to distract him from what's going on around him for now.
Why is that familiar? Something tells me I shouldn't think too hard about it, or ask questions, but- I've seen that before. She's been hurt like that before, or worse. Not hurt, dead. That can't happen again. It didn't happen this time, but what about the next time? How many people won't make it out next time? How many more deaths will I be responsible for? ]
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[ He was more fueled by adrenaline as a younger man, but now, he's more aligned with a sense of purpose and goal. There's still the mission and that old military mindset. Now, the scope is just bigger, and he feels he can do his old friend right. Though, none of that is here nor there. It's not important or relevant to what's happening around them. Once everything ends he'll think about getting feely and backstory dumping. For now? Getting through this mess is the bigger priority.
Jesse rolls her eyes at Steve. ] Well, hearing it's morning is a good sign. What's the status?
A few down. Samuels and Estevez are treating wounded, which uh, you'll need to get that looked into. [ Steve nods to her head and looks at how Casey is hunched over in the light. ] You too, Casey. You look like shit.
And you look like a million bucks. [ Casey mumbles under his breath. ] Wake is safe and sound I see. Nice head wound.
[ Jesse's gaze flicks back to Alan's. She can sense he's staring at her, or rather, one particular thing about her. A moment passes before it clicks what has captured his attention. She raises her hand to the side of her head, feeling the blood there in her hairline and down the side of her face.
« I don't.... I don't remember what hit me. When. Some Taken, obviously, but it feels like I've had this injury before. Did I? When? What version of "Return" did I get this? »
Her attention moves from her blood covered fingers to glancing at Steve and Casey going back and forth. Then, she looks back to Alan. He has his own gash on his forehead. She points to her forehead as if to gesture to his own wound. Casey already commented on it, but she can tell Alan is really only focusing on her and her own injury.
« I told him I'd pay the price for us back in the story. Maybe this is it. Great. He'll loving hearing that. Which is why we don't tell him. » ]
Sevastopol, help Casey back up to Samuels. I'll catch up with Wake and meet you upstairs. We'll figure out our next move and figure out where Anderson is from there.
"Catch up with Wake"? He survived the night. That should be enough catching up with him. [ Casey makes a flippant gesture with his hand. ] I say we all get out of this fucking dark hole and go to the sunlight.
Your input is noted, Agent Casey. We'll follow you two upstairs.
[ Steve helps Casey, all though much complaining from the other man, get out of his little barricade and then help him out of the room. Jesse watches them leave and only looks back to Alan once she is sure the two are out of hearing range. ]
They got you. [ She points to his forehead this time. ] Looks like they got Steve's hand too... are you okay? Feeling more like yourself?
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[ Maybe Steve isn't interested in being friends or even acquaintances, but at the very least, Alan wants the chance to buy the other man a drink.
Alan listens to Steve giving the summary of events, and then his gaze flicks over to Casey's when Steve comments on his appearance. They obviously all need to rest and regroup, if they have the time to do so. They probably don't have time, but they still need to regroup, at least.
But his gaze shifts back to focusing on Jesse again, because he just can't look away from that wound on her head. He wants to tend to it himself, cleaning away the blood and bandaging it as best as he can. Maybe if they have a moment alone together, he can do that.
He's not even thinking about his own condition, not even when Casey comments on it. It hasn't registered in his mind that his head hurts or a sense of vertigo kicks in if he moves too quickly. His focus is still on Jesse and hating how she and everyone else has been dragged into this nightmare.
Even so, Alan opens his mouth to say something to Casey, but Jesse gets there first. Just as well, because Alan feels prickly enough to snap at the other man, and as satisfying as that would be, it really wouldn't accomplish anything.
He crosses his arms and watches as Steve and Casey eventually go on their way, heading up the stairs, and once they're gone, he turns to look at Jesse again. ]
Yeah, I guess they did. I didn't really have time to stop and notice it, but- [ He shrugs as if it's inconsequential. ] I'm fine. [ Mostly. But I need to know that she's all right. That's more important than anything. ]
Are you okay?
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[ Jesse's focus is hard to pin down. She seems to be conversing back and forth with Polaris, but also keeping note of who seems to be in the basement, injuries, and we'll, she's rather everywhere at the moment. Not to mention the nagging feeling that her head injury isn't the first time she's suffered this injury. She's trying to pull the memory out, but with how many loops there has been, maybe that knowledge is just lost. ]
You're going to need it looked at. [ Her tone is flat and she gestures to the head wound again. She'll need hers looked at as well. ] I'm fine. Light headed, maybe, but I'll be fine. I've probably had worse at some point.
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Uh, favorite drink... Yeah, it's- [ He has to stop and think about it, because he hasn't really thought about something so normal in a long time. ] It's... [ He presses the heel of his hand against the side of his head that's not sporting a gash as if that'll help jog his memory. ] I don't know what it's called. I take it you have one, though.
[ If he can remember it, he'll get Steve one.
Alan's attention is still on Jesse and her words and not really bothered with himself, and he just shrugs off her statement about him needing to get checked out. It's not high up on his list of priorities right now. ]
I think you should get out of here and go somewhere with more light and sit down. [ He instinctively extends a hand to her as if suggesting they do that right now, even though he still wants to have a moment that's just them together with no interruptions, even if that moment is just talking. Once they join the others again, they might not have a chance. ]
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« Why? What about this has him so wound up? »
She takes his hand but doesn't budget. There's something heartwarming about how assured and in control Alan sounds. So many times he's washed away or not fully there with her. Not now, he's fully there in the present, even if something seems to be haunting him.
Jesse steps further into the over head hanging light. A tug is given to his hand to pull him closer. Her head tilts back, green eyes immediately locking onto his. ]
What's going on, Alan? You know something. So, what is it?
[ If it's something about the story? She needs to know. If it's something about what happened during the fight? She needs to know. Really, there's nothing about this where information should be hidden. The same goes for her. She'll need to tell him anything she has to. ]
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When she takes his hand, he instantly squeezes it, fingers wrapping protectively around hers. And he follows her without hesitation as she moves more into the light, but it does little to ease his nerves. ]
I don't know if I know something. I just have this feeling, a sinking feeling that... I don't know. Are you sure you're okay?
[ Again his eyes travel over her, looking for assurance that she's alright, other than the gash on her head. ]
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[ Her fingers brush over his. Polaris shimmers around her to reassure Alan, but also to get the attention of her human host. Jesse tilts her head, eyes glancing to the side in her usual manner as she communicates with the alien resonance.
« What is it? Am I missing something? I know I died once. Scratch got me, didn't he? Brutally. I don't really remember it. Just... something I know. Just like knowing you're real. So, what is-- »
Her own thoughts cut off the moment it feels someone grabs her arm. A cold grasp curling around her. It feels like she is pulled back slightly, even though she doesn't physically move at all. Someone presses against her back. Then, it feels as if someone is resting their cheek against hers. It happens all in a quick succession that she's not even quick enough to react to it outside her mind.
『 Found you, Jess. Come on! You'll have to do better than that! 』
The voice presses through the Hotline and Jesse's eyes widen. She immediately turns on her heels physically, Service Weapon appearing in her hand as she does so. No one is standing behind her there in the room with her and Alan. Even then, she can't shake the feeling that someone is there over the Hotline.
She knows who it is too. ]
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Scratch. It's him. He's here. Well, he's always here. But what does he want? If it's me he wants, why didn't he just- Wait.
Alan's eyes have darkened a little more than their usual gray, but he tries to push back against the feeling that something inside him is stirring. That something isn't focused on him this time. No, it's focused on something else. On someone else.
You can't have her. You can do whatever you want to me, but you CAN'T have her.
But it seems that there's not much Alan can do right now except watch as Jesse's eyes widen with what seems like realization. He sees the Service Weapon appear in her hand, and that's yet another indication that things are very not good. But what can he do? What can he do to keep whatever is happening from happening? ]
... Jesse?
[ This is not good. I know it's not good. What the hell? What the actual hell is- No, that's not helping. I have to do something.
...but what? I can't do anything. Or does he want me to think I can't do anything? Why can't you just leave us alone? ]
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