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echoes of truth | ❝ tales of loss and fire and flame. ❞

song of hope

BOOK 3.5: EVER HEAVENSWARD

Tales of loss and fire and faith
Every word on our hearts engraved
In the dark you will not stray
Forge ahead, till the end, we pray
CODE BY TESSISAMESS
crystallinedreams: 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘴 || 𝘥𝘯𝘴. (crystal 💎 13.)

[personal profile] crystallinedreams 2022-02-21 03:15 am (UTC)(link)
[ The gentle morning sun has graced The Crystarium, and all the better for it. Thanks to the endeavors of the Warriors and the Scions, Norvrandt and what remains of her people have been saved from annihilation. The Crystal Exarch, while forever grateful, knows that he took quite the gamble with it all of course. He also knows that the debt he has to the two sisters can never fully be repaid; nor can a thousand apologies be enough for what they've had to endure.

He simply hopes that they can understand he acted in the best interests for not only Norvrandt, but the people the Scions and warriors too wish to save.

The residents of the Crystarium cheer and wave, even bow when the see K'thsiru warp into the plaza. Smiles and well wishes are certainly the opposite of what she had just left behind in Limsa Lominsa. The large staircase that adorns the north of the plaza beckons to the Warrior, and the guards salute her as she joins them. ]


'Ere to see the Exarch, Warrior? No worries. He's been in that stuffy meeting with the newest Emissary all morning and would probably be glad to see you're here. I'll show you to the teleporter.

[ As... well, it would be quite ridiculous to expect the Warrior to traverse all the stairs ever upwards to the Ocular. It is, after all, the Crystal Tower.

The Exarch is indeed in a meeting with said Emissary once the door unexpectedly opens. With his hood down and his red to white aging hair on display, he turns to see who might interrupt. It is to say, a very welcome surprise when he sees K'thisru's face. He smile widens and his ears perk ever slightly. Not for the first time is he glad his robes hide the tail that twitches only a bit at her presence. ]


Ah, and here she is, hero of our time! Without a moment to spare, might I add. We had just finished our discussions for now.

[ He turns back to the Emissary with a smile, who casually shrugs and sees himself out of the room. The ruby red eyes follow him before finally returning to K'thisru. His smile lessens once he notes her countenance and part of him wonders if she brings ill news or if perhaps she has finally soured towards him. ]

Thisru! Is... everything alright?
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[personal profile] elpides 2022-02-21 06:01 am (UTC)(link)
[ When K'thisru warps into the aetheryte plaza, it takes her a moment to realize just what that sound is. To hear applause greet her as she adjusts herself after her arrival is slightly surprising, but she manages a smile and a wave to the people who are there in the area. To smile for them takes some effort, but she does her best.

And when she nears the staircase and is greeted by the guards, she nods to them and gives them a smile as well. Before she can protest and say that if the Exarch is busy, she can wait to meet with him but the guard escorts her in.

She wishes that she could smile for him too, but he is one person around whom she feels she does not have to pretend. His greeting would make her smile if not for the dire circumstances behind her arrival here.

Once the Emissary departs and they are alone, she does not hesitate to run towards him and all but throw herself at him, desperately seeking his comfort. ]


I didn't mean to come unannounced, but- [ Her breath hitches and her words catch in her throat, and for just a moment, she buries her face into his shoulder. ]
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[personal profile] crystallinedreams 2022-02-21 07:08 am (UTC)(link)
[ His ears move to stand entirely on end when she wraps her arms around him. A thrill always runs up his spine, and he considers himself blessed that she might even turn her eye towards him. The feeling is fleeting however, for he notices the pitch of her voice and the way in which she apologies. His stance settles to be able to handle her full weight as his arms wrap around her securely. ]

Thisru... [ His hand still made of flesh raises to gently test on top of her head. Part of him fears it is unseen trauma finally ebbing its way through her from all she has experienced--and there naught be a way he might help her. ] Has something happened? What's wrong?
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[personal profile] elpides 2022-02-21 07:34 am (UTC)(link)
[ When he wraps his arms around her, she just leans into his hold, wanting to just pour out everything she has been feeling into his embrace. She remembers how many times she wished she could hug him or be held by him, so now that it is possible, it means everything to her.

She hiccups once before she can finally answer. ]
There have been more primal sightings lately, the latest one being in Coerthas and its surrounding areas. Many people from Ishgard have been tempered, among them the Lord Speaker, Ser Aymeric.

[ While she was explaining, she lifted her face from his shoulder, but no sooner does she mention Aymeric's name than tears form in her eyes once more. ]
crystallinedreams: 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘴 || 𝘥𝘯𝘴. (crystal 💎 07.)

[personal profile] crystallinedreams 2022-02-21 08:08 am (UTC)(link)
[ The fact more primals have appeared is worrisome enough. Then again, the more strife caused by the Empire, the more one would rely on faith and their gods to deliver them. Ishgard, however...

What he knows of the city--other than brief projections--is limited simply to books. The head of their state--the Holy See--struck down by the Warriors of Light. He supposes that the idea that some still harbor the belief to summon King Thordan would be there...

His ruby eyes return to hers as she speaks the last of her report. Then, they widen. Of course, even from politics alone, he is aware of the danger it presses. Then, there is the fact of the damage it would cause to moral to have the leader that saw them to the end of the Dragonsong War tempered...

Of course, the Exarch is no fool. He understands in an instant what about the situation truly distresses the woman he has always loved. It would be the reason why she has returned to Norvrandt on her own. ]


Your sister remains in Eorzea to take on the threat of the primal on her own? [ Something tells him he is wrong in this assumption. ] No... that cannot be it. You would not leave your sister in the heat of battle.

[ The Exarch frowns. ] Is she... has she...

[ There is no true belief that Alkaid has fallen in battle. However, it remains best to propose situations so that K'thisru might deny them easily. He cannot imagine her sister is far from the situation. After all, his books had always credited her as Viscountess de Borel. ]
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[personal profile] elpides 2022-02-21 08:28 am (UTC)(link)
[ She pulls herself back from the hug, because all of her anxieties and fears are turning into a restless energy, and she suddenly feels the need to move. While pacing back and forth, she waits for him to process what she has just relayed to him.

She can tell the exact moment when the significance of everything she has said so far sinks in and she is quick to answer his questions. ]


I did not wish to leave her, but Estinien- Aymeric's good friend... He believes that in order to put a stop to this, we need help from other sources.

[ But before she launches into why she has come, she must ease his concerns. ]

Alkaid is all right... She is worried about Aymeric, as are we all, but she is as well as anyone can be. [ Distraught, afraid, worried... She knows all of those apply to her sister, but at least she is healthy and at least physically unharmed. ]

I came here because we need your help. [ She meant to give him more time to process her latest bit of information, but once again, that sense of urgency leads her to speak too quickly. The words are out now, and she can't recall them, of course, so she just has to keep going forward, hopefully with his assistance. ]
crystallinedreams: 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘴 || 𝘥𝘯𝘴. (crystal 💎 16.)

[personal profile] crystallinedreams 2022-02-21 09:12 am (UTC)(link)
[ He would hold her longer if she wished, but he has ever known her to be of boundless energy. He was the same in his days of his youth. And so, he let's her go, watching as she paces. His arms fold to withhold his own emotions for now. It surely would be of no use to her. ]

Would it be a reunion be under far better circumstances... [ The Exarch closes his eyes, ears twitching as he listens to her footsteps and her continued explanations. Then, a hint of a smile cracks on his face. ] Ser Estinien? Ah, the stories I have read! If they are true, he played host to Nidhogg, did he not? While not the same, he would similarly understand a possession of another force.

[ The Exarch opens his eyes and gives her a sad smile. ] If I understand your sister as half as well as I believe I do? She is far more than worried.

But, of course, my services are at your disposal as they always have been. My debt to you saving Norvrandt aside. [ He is certain she would insist there is no debt at all. ] How might I be of assistance?
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[personal profile] elpides 2022-02-22 07:08 am (UTC)(link)
[ If she wasn't here because need drove her to be, she would not mind in the least if they could just sit and talk for awhile. But she has a purpose that must be seen to before anything else. ]

Yes, a part of me wishes that it was. [ But she smiles, seeing how excited he appears to be at the mention of the dragoon. ] Estinien is a good friend... a little intimidating, but becoming better acquainted with him has been a good thing. I do wonder how he is holding up with everything that has happened.

[ Aymeric and Estinien seem closer than brothers, and she feels no small amount of sympathy for the tall dragoon. ]

Oh, I know that she is more than worried. She cares so much for Aymeric, and to see him like this... [ K'thisru's face falls and for just a moment, she closes her eyes, willing herself not to tear up again.

She opens her eyes once more once he begins to speak, and she nods, resolve replacing the raw emotions she had just worn. ]


Well, I don't know very many people who claim knowledge about the Allagans, but you seem like something of an expert. Did they have a way of dealing with primals and tempered people? [ She knows she has just jumped right into the heart of the matter, but that is just the way she is. ]
crystallinedreams: 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘴 || 𝘥𝘯𝘴. (crystal 💎 21.)

[personal profile] crystallinedreams 2022-02-22 08:10 am (UTC)(link)
[ No matter how much has passed, no matter how old he becomes? A part of the Exarch will always be in awe of those heroes who have done amazing feats. Ser Estinien survived being possessed by the great wyrm. That alone is a feat within itself, regardless of the possession itself. He fought dragons and found peace with dragons. The Exarch reveres all heroes and sees them as inspirations... even if he is biased towards a couple of sisters. ]

If anyone would be capable of making any of us speak our troubles even if we had not intended to? It is most certainly yourself and your sister. [ A nod is given with an encouraging smile. ] You should reach out to him when time allows.

[ "Cares for" is yet another phrase that seems to be said lightly. He would imagine that the sisters would care for someone deeply in order to take the name of another. Not that he would dare consider the idea that K'thisru would see him as such. He would be a poor partner indeed... with little to offer her other than the horrors of the quest he sent her on. ]

Well, I would consider myself an expert. At least of the Crystal Tower and general Allagan settlements. [ He closes his eyes in thought, frowning slightly as he briefly visits what he knows. ] You may recall that Dalamud was used to house the primal of Bahamut... and Azys Lla housed three primals to contain them. If any records of experiments with them and tempered persons exists? I would imagine they would be housed there.

[ The Exarch then gestures to the room to the side. ] Shall I bring up the records the Tower might have?
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[personal profile] elpides 2022-02-24 07:04 am (UTC)(link)
[ In all honesty, feats like the one that Estinien managed to achieve and lived to talk about seems to far outweigh anything that K'thisru had done. At least, that is how she sees it. She and her sister might be praised as heroes, but she believes that the real heroes are the ones who don't always get recognized. ]

Oh, I don't know about that. But I am starting to realize that sometimes all a person needs is another person to listen to them. [ And so she is trying to make a concerted effort along those lines. Perhaps some of that can be attributed to present company, a thought that brings a small smile to her face. ]

That's what I was hoping you would say. [ And then she shrugs and gives a half-shake of her head, as if already expecting him to say that the other thing she hoped for is an impossibility. ] Part of me hoped that you would come back with me, so that you might share what you know in person.

[ But she just assumes that he will decline, either citing an inability to do as requested or that he is simply too busy to leave. ]

If you could bring up the records, at least that's a start.
crystallinedreams: 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘴 || 𝘥𝘯𝘴. (crystal 💎 22.)

[personal profile] crystallinedreams 2022-02-25 04:33 am (UTC)(link)
And yet you wonder of the wisdom you and your sister possess.

[ A gentle smile takes his face then, as if he were truly the old man he proclaims to be. Then, his gaze drops to the side in contemplation. Of course, he has devised a way that he might return with her. It would be the same in how he returned the Scions, after much pain and struggle. The way, in fact, has already been prepared. However, he would not soon abandon the Crystarium to return with her. Not until he sees they are indeed well on their own and need not his guidance.

He keeps the smile on his face even as he looks back to her. He nearly reaches out to her with his normal hand, but stops just sort. No, now is not the time to ask for her presence or even her attention in such a way. The Exarch can only imagine it is why she first ignored him all those years ago.

He leaders her to the circular side room. At the center back wall is a control panel, while the room itself is littered with books and stacks of books. A chair, as well, but it is rather obvious he makes his way by sitting upon the floor and pouring over the books that were stocked within the Crystal Tower. ]


If needed, I can project myself once more as I had before. In fact, I might have a few tricks still up my sleeves that may help in this endeavor. Now that a link between the Crystal Tower here in Norvrandt and your point in time exists.

[ It is, of course, taxing and requires quite a bit more than he could muster. The Crystal Tower would demand compensation, as it already has for ensuring the Scions safe return. In fact, should she look close enough, she will see where a slight limp is in his step.

Once inside he strides to the computer system. Comes to life and he gives a smile to K'thisru, still endeared and awed by the technology he has surrounded himself with for the last hundred years. ]


Tell me, where would you prefer to start? The Allagan Empire's timeline spans an age, and culminates in a calamity.
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[personal profile] elpides 2022-02-26 05:14 am (UTC)(link)
[ K'thisru merely laughs, although it is not quite the same unbridled laugh that she might have given if the situation at hand was not so serious. ] Oh, one of us is wiser than the other, and I know that it is not me. [ She has always thought of Alkaid as the smarter one of the two of them, and her opinion has not changed.

As distracted and scattered as her thoughts are, in light of what has happened to Aymeric and because of how hard it must be on her sister, she does not look away from him for even a moment. Neither does she miss the way he reaches for her, only to pull back at the last moment.

Even as he leads her to the side room, with its control panel and stacks of books, she extends a hand to him, hoping that he will complete the action he started and take it. ]


We'll take any help that you can give. I don't know very much about tempering or how to stop a primal short of slaying them, so I hope that any knowledge you can share will be helpful. [ Willpower alone won't save Aymeric or the people of Ishgard, no matter how much K'thisru wishes she could reverse what has been done by simply wanting it to be so.

She turns to look at the computer system, and although this is not the first time she has seen something like it, she finds herself marveling nonetheless. She has not missed the way he limps, and if she could, she'd insist that he sit down so that she can give a brief massage to what must be a sore area. ]


I don't know. [ She has no problem admitting to that, knowing that she is certainly out of her depth here. ] Where do you think we should start?
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[personal profile] crystallinedreams 2022-02-26 07:07 am (UTC)(link)
I would believe this is an instance in which one would use the phrase, "all things in due course."

[ He, of course, sees K'thisru having her own wisdom. While her sister might have the knowledge and wisdom of the white mages of her soul stone, and how to mend ailments of all types? K'thisru understands when action is needed and when to stay her magic. That in itself is a lesson that many mages have yet to learn... even in the time of Allag.

His smile turns fond to her as she gazes at the computers. It brings him more than a small amount of joy to see the wondrous look he has on the face of another. A nod is given before he turns his attentions back to the computer. Screens appear around them and he gestures to one. ]


A brief history then.

[ He claps his hands and one single screen opens to show the once great capital of Allag. ]

At the end of the Third Umbral Era, a man known as Xande began to gather the scattered tribes of our star that had survived the calamity. He brought together those who knew of magic and technology to weave together a mighty Empire that would spand all of what we know as Eorzea. This was the heart and seat of the Allagan Empire, which would then further expand the rest of the world as the Third Astral Age continued.

[ The Exarch raises a hand and gestures to another screen. ]

Their unique set of technology, aetherochemistry, was the study and application of harnessing energies to power the technology. Which is how and why the Crystal Tower functions as it does. It was meant to be the showcase, if you will, of this technology. It would absorb the energies of the heavens and become a boundless limitless pool of energy that they might tap into. [ A shrug is afforded with a small tinge of pink in his cheeks. After all, it is clear what tapping into said energy has done to him alone. ] However, they grew complacent, and as such, their Empire stagnated. You no doubt recall Amon, the man we encountered in the Tower all those years ago. He sought to resurect the great Emperor Xande to return the Empire to its glory... and he succeeded.

Emperor Xande had become warped by his revival and thus set on a path for a bloody war with the lands south of the sea of Eorzea. Meracydia. As the war continued they turned the art of summoning and brought forth powerful primals to stave off the Empire. Ones, which I am certain you are familiar with. The Warring Triad--of course--and Bahamut.

Azys Lla was created to house the Triad and, if memory serves, was the foundational blueprint of what would encase Bahamut. The Red Moon of Dalamud.

[ There is, of course, far more to be said of the Allagan Empire. However, despite the scholar he is at heart? He believes it best to focus their efforts on why she had come to him in the first place. Allag and their relations to primals. ]

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crystallinedreams: 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘴 || 𝘥𝘯𝘴. (crystal 💎 22.)

[personal profile] crystallinedreams 2022-04-07 08:22 pm (UTC)(link)
( cont )

I think you have forgotten how truly gifted one must be to be a summoner, Thisru. You weave aether into a elemental form to do your bidding--created from the memories of what you have encountered. The soul crystals of summoners hail back to the days of Alag, and I would certainly say that you are a master of the craft. Visages of Bahamut and Phoenix are quite amazing feats. [ Perhaps the tone of awe in which he speaks of her is so quite obvious then. ] Mastering any knowledge from the Allagans is nothing to sell yourself short of.

[ He chuckles gently. ] We were very childish adventurers once. Well, an aspiring one, in my case.

[ The Exarch had always seen Alkaid as the doting elder sister figure. One who cares very much for those around her, and yet has difficulty sharing herself with them. His ruby eye turn towards K'thisru to watch her reaction to his rather long and complicated way of explaining how he has felt about her since they met. A tilt of his head shows he is rather taken back by how she seems to sadden at the notion.

He wonders if his advances and attempts to spend time with her in his younger years were truly never realized.

A gentle smile spreads on his face at her remarks. Then, he leans towards her by merely a fraction, leaving a gentle kiss to the side of her head. ]


I imagine if I was truly half as persuasive as you think of me, then, she might not be so intently staring at the floor beneath her.
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[personal profile] elpides 2022-04-09 05:07 am (UTC)(link)
[ In spite of the way something inside her seems to leap up in response to his words of admiration and even praise, her gaze remains turned downwards just as her ears remain folded flat against her head.

She knows full well that she took to being a summoner as well as anyone could, but she still thinks that there are far brighter minds out there than hers. Take Urianger for instance. He practically brims with knowledge, even if he is more cryptic than not. Y'shtola is equally knowledgeable, as is Thancred. And her sister... Well, she is one of the smartest people that she knows. And of course, now she can add the Exarch to that list of bright minds.

Compared to all of them, she is just ordinary, nothing special. She thinks her sister could have been an Archon, if she had the same education as the rest of the Scions. But there is nothing to be done about that; she just believes that she ranks lower than the rest in terms of being knowledgeable.

But at the Exarch's words, she raises her head just a fraction, a question in her eyes. She truly did think he was speaking about her sister and not her, but the way he said that seems to mean something else. But that's impossible... ]


You're talking about Alkaid, aren't you? [ A part of her doesn't want to know, doesn't want to hear him say what she believes he will, but she has to know for sure. ]
crystallinedreams: 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘴 || 𝘥𝘯𝘴. (crystal 💎 34.)

[personal profile] crystallinedreams 2022-04-10 03:06 am (UTC)(link)
[ The Exarch carefully regards her, taking in the way that her reactions are quite opposite of what he has come to expect of her. Not that she is one to preen for praises to be sung of her. Yet, he knows she enjoys the genuine praises. He wonders if she feels she lives in the shadow of her sister and the Scions around her.

His eyebrows raise as she turns to look at him. A smile awaits her, but pauses when she makes the statement she does. Could she truly see so low of herself that she cannot fathom it was her that his attentions went to? The Exarch's hand turns to squeeze her own. ]


No, Thisru. I do not.

[ He feels he could speak of the ways he admires her sister, but, ultimately her affection is for another. Rightfully so. What he has read of the Lord Speaker... well, that is a topic for another time.

The Exarch rests his forehead to hers. ]


I would not begrudge you if you still do not return my affections. Even if you do, please know that you may always turn to me for help. No matter if I am a world away, please, seek me out. I would bare your burdens as much as you allow me to.
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[personal profile] elpides 2022-04-10 06:30 am (UTC)(link)
[ It seems strange even to her, but so much has happened of late that she feels as though a part of her has changed. Perhaps this is what growing up is like, but that part of her that welcomed praise when it was given and maybe sought after it too much has faded just a little. Now that she has seen just how skilled and capable those around her are, she feels as though she is the least of them.

Her ears remained flattened against her head, but this time, she does not look away. Instead, there is surprise and a look of amazement at his announcement that it is not Alkaid he speaks about.

She is about to ask if another has caught his eye, but then what he says next makes it clear that her assumptions have been mistaken. ]


I- Well, I hoped... I wanted you to see me, and whenever you would talk to me, I...

[ She finds herself uncharacteristically at a loss for words, because she has hoped for a moment like this but never expected it would happen. ]

I wanted you to like me, because I... I like you.

[ And suddenly, she feels very much like a silly kitten who has forgotten how to properly express herself. It isn't just liking, but something more, and she hopes that he understands that. ]
crystallinedreams: 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘴 || 𝘥𝘯𝘴. (crystal 💎 37.)

[personal profile] crystallinedreams 2022-04-11 05:28 am (UTC)(link)
[ Then, perhaps it is time that they hone and refine her skills. The Exarch would be more than honored to help in it to any capacity he is capable. As a summoner, she has a talent of forming and shaping aether into desired shapes, where as her sister can only manipulate what is there and weave it anew. Perhaps, then, they ought to turn their eye to encouraging a study of aetherology and creations? Certainly Urianger's knowledge of primals and ancient studies can be of aid. He knows several, while the Exarch has only focused and honed in on the Allagans.

He smiles gently at her but does not move away from her. In fact, he is rather content to sit as he is holding her hand and his forehead to hers. ]


I can most certainly settle for like. [ As, truth be told, he is more than affectionate and endeared to her. Such a revelation may frighten her away. ] I followed after your footsteps and attempted to garner your attentions several times as a younger man. Had I known all it would take is a graying of hair, perhaps I would of changed it then...

[ A joke, some levity to the moment. His ears twitch. ]

Jests made at my own behest aside, what weighs down your spirits? If I may, you always have a worry and affection for your sister, but I believe it might be something more.
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[personal profile] elpides 2022-04-15 05:32 am (UTC)(link)
[ Perhaps with him as her teacher, she would take more to her studies than she had in the past. Or perhaps if he were to begin instructing her, she would be too focused on asking him questions about history or any other subject that has caught his fancy, because if she is being honest, she has grown fond of listening to him talk. Not that she has yet to admit that to anyone.

And as for their closeness, she knows that she is every bit as fond of it as he seems to be. ]


Maybe... Maybe it could become more than like. [ And even though she rarely blushes, a hint of red creeps up her neck at that particular admission. She squeezes his hand as shyly as it is possible for her to be.

But at his next question, she shakes her head, doing her best to push away the churning emotions inside and forcing a smile for his benefit. ]


Oh, I'm all right. As well as anyone can be, isn't that right? [ And knowing everything that he and the others who live here have gone through, she feels even more like she has to insist on being fine. ]
crystallinedreams: 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘴 || 𝘥𝘯𝘴. (crystal 💎 42.)

[personal profile] crystallinedreams 2022-04-16 02:52 am (UTC)(link)
[ Well, he can certainly talk for an extended period of time. While he can lose himself for days in research? He has always been one to be able to explain what it is he has found. Finding a rather attentive audience, on the other hand, is rather different. He had quite the lengthy thesis in mind that made him an Archon to begin with. More stories for another time. ]

Ah, then, clearly it was the mystery and the hood. [ He grins as she squeezes his hand. ] Perhaps that as far more appealing than songs and tales?

[ The grin on his face fades at her question. His head tilts as a frown takes its place instead. The Exarch knows better than anyone the pain that the sisters had gone through on his own account and that of Norvrandt. He is not one to dismiss it as much as he led them to believe. ]

Thisru, [ he is certain to say her name with care, as she has allowed him to call her by such informal ways. ] If you will permit me to be rather bold and, frankly, honest? You and your sister both are far from talented liars. Perhaps the Scions do not push out of respect, but I most certainly will out of care. You did all that I asked and even more by saving my life. The least I could do to repay that notion is to sit and listen to what truly weighs upon your heart.

I would make the offer to your sister, but I rather doubt she would take the extended offer, even as a friend. So, you may see it as an invitation by one you like.
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[personal profile] elpides 2022-04-17 10:55 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Something about the sound of his voice and the assuredness with which he speaks has appealed to her, to the point that she could listen to him wax on about any subject and be completely engrossed by it. And, well, if he were to regale her with stories, she would be a rapt audience indeed. ]

Maybe it was. But I think the person beneath the hood had something to do with it, even if he was determined to redirect any questions that anyone asked him. [ She manages a small smirk for his benefit, because she recalls trying to ask him more about himself, only to be rebuffed. ] I think that songs and tales would be more than interesting, if someone wanted to share some of them. [ But at the same time, she is aware how awkward it might be to relate songs and tales that have been written about himself. She wouldn't be overly eager for such a thing either. Now, if she could find a bard who knew those stories and tales, that would be another matter entirely.

But when he speaks her real name, her ears lower and her head follows, as if revealing the exhaustion that she hides behind her usual confident exterior. ]


I- [ Her voice falters before she can even really begin, and she shakes her head, the action setting the tips of her ears into movement. ] Where would I even start?

[ Perhaps in this way, she and her sister aren't so different. K'thisru herself is good at speaking her mind and her opinions, but when it comes to voicing her thoughts concerning herself, she finds herself unable to. She does not intend to reject his offer, but she simply lacks the words needed to explain herself to him. ]
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[personal profile] crystallinedreams 2022-04-21 11:49 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The Exarch only smiles at her statement. It was paramount he remain out of reach--metaphorically speaking. Part of him cannot wonder if she would have reacted the same way if she had been interested when he was a younger man. There were plenty of stories he could have shared at the time. Perhaps, though, it is not worth going over the events of the past in his mind again and again. ]

It has been a number of years since I last sang.

[ A hint of pink shows on his cheeks as his ears twitch. That, alone, is quite the understatement. However, his face settles into one of concentration as she begins to speak once more. ]

I am aware of the situation at hand that is causing no small amount of anxiety for you, and perhaps more for your sister. So, why do we not begin at the start of it all? The Scions returned to their work when their souls did, I am sure of it, so how did your current situation come to pass?

[ He hopes that by getting her to speak of her current state of affairs as facts it may open her to speaking of her heart. ]
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[personal profile] elpides 2022-04-25 07:58 am (UTC)(link)
[ A part of her still wishes to just throw all caution and propriety to the winds and cross whatever divide is still between them so that he is not out of reach anymore, even if it is only metaphorically. ]

I would like to hear you sing one of these days. I- Well, I think that you must have a nice voice.

[ Her eyes lower slightly so that she is looking at the ground, and for the first time since this all began, she feels tired, as if all her worries and fears are beginning to drain her energy. ]

My current situation... [ It's not really her situation at all, but rather Aymeric's and Alkaid's, and yet she feels no small amount of worry for both of them. It's just putting her thoughts into words that might help the Exarch understand. ]

It's more my sister's than mine, but- [ She lets out a sigh. ] I suppose that in the middle of all of it is how I really thought we were going to become sin eaters.

[ She thinks that must sound strange to him, because what is going on with Aymeric has nothing to do with what happened on the First, and yet she is finding it hard to not focus on that even now. ]
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[personal profile] crystallinedreams 2022-04-26 12:23 am (UTC)(link)
Maybe I will. However, I do not know many songs of the First. Not many remained after the Flood.

[ A small bashful smile takes his place. Truthfully, it is because he rather doubts he could play an instrument anymore. He can still utilize his crystal hand, but, he is unable to truly use it in fine motions now.

Still, it was a worthy price to pay for saving the lives of those on the First and the Source. Especially the life of the one he has loved for so very, very long now. The one he had expected to find mountains of tales of when he awoke. Instead, he merely found the remnants of a nobles memories and the folk stories of a nation she and her sister led to liberation.

Even now it is... difficult to put the feeling he had when those that woke him told him of her fate. Dead on a distant battleground; found holding her sister's hand as if the pair had struggled to save one another until the end. The image alone had sent shockwaves of heartbreak through him, and still does, in this very moment. His hand holds hers tightly for a brief moment as the old painful memories surface.

His ruby eyes close. He hopes, perhaps strangely, that Ser Aymeric had managed to pass first in the timeline that the Exarch hails from. Simply because he knows the pain that comes with living beyond the one he loves. He would wish to see the Lord Speaker spared that pain, for surely, it is would have been tenfold than the pain of unrequited love.

The Exarch tilts his head up to the ceiling once more. The years seem to play out on his face in that moment. His gaze seems distant, even though he is very much in the moment. ]


I had not intended that circumstance for you and your sister. [ His voice is gentle then, even as the Tower whirls in life behind them. ] I had believed that by taking the Light the pair of you held, and channeling it into the Crystal Tower, and teleworking myself and it ... that, well, simply put, it would have reversed all the damage I had done. You, Alkaid, and the Scions would return home. The First and the Source saved and that terrible future avoided.

Instead... well, I brought a considerable amount of pain to you and your sister. Despite all that I had asked of you.

[ His ears fold to his head. Then, he turns to look at her. ]

Please, Thisru. Continue.
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[personal profile] elpides 2022-05-04 01:46 am (UTC)(link)
[ She does her best to smile for him then, because it seems to her that he deserves to be happy, to do something as seemingly simple as singing. ]

Then we should learn songs from the Source and the First.

[ And if she has to, she'll learn to play an instrument. It still feels shocking to her that in that other future, she and her sister both had perished. Still, in a way, it makes sense, as the life they live is a dangerous one, and neither of them are immune to death.

Nevertheless, it comes as somewhat of a surprise that he of all people would have such strong feelings about her. It stands to reason that the Scions might feel something upon hearing that news, although until recently, she thought of the Scions as mere acquaintances rather than friends. Their time on the First brought them closer together, and she believes they learned valuable lessons while they were there. Not to mention the even more valuable friendships that they formed.

A part of her still hopes that one day, there will be a way for the other Scions to return to the First, because if their last goodbyes were any indication, it was very difficult for them to leave.

A thought occurs to her then. Perhaps she is only being selfish, and so she says: ]


What about you? Of course, it was not... Not pleasant. But for you, I imagine it was worse. Oh, I know you were resigned to doing your duty, but it had to have been hard for you as well.

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