inheritedpuzzle: สœแดสŸสŸแดแดกแด‡แด…sแด‹ส โ›› สŸแดŠ. (determined ๐Ÿงฉ than i love myself.)
สแดœษขษช แดแดœแด›แดแดœ โŒˆๆญฆ่—ค้ŠๆˆฏโŒ‹ ([personal profile] inheritedpuzzle) wrote in [community profile] synthneon2021-06-17 01:54 am

YGO PSL | โ shadows in the city, like a demon in the dark, come to tear us apart. โž

STARGAZING



( continued from here). it's time for sad duels and talking with dragon wife! )


[ It's so frustrating. Yugi feels as if his words can't pierce whatever dark cloud hangs over his other self. It sticks to him like wet clothes and he's unable to just rip them off. It's a side of Atem that Yugi has never seen before, and, part of him wonders if he really can help remove that shadow. He's unable to forgive himself for being human and having a moment of weakness. A moment with dire fallout and consequences, but, they overcame it. Dartz's soul is freed, the darkness beaten back for at least a little while, and they all lived to see it through.

Yugi can't think of more to ask for. He knows that his other self is looking for something or someone to tell him that it's alright in the end. Except, even if Atem hears it, will he believe it? Despite his constant reassurances and remarks, he can see how that shadow haunts the eyes of the usually confident spirit.

Well... Yugi isn't going to give up. He's going to keep trying to convince Atem and show him what he can.

It just might be something he can't do alone.

A determined look comes to his eyes and he is already walking past Atem. He isn't dismissing the older spirit or the look he gives him. Instead, he's pulling on his school jacket. He looks back at Atem, knowing it looks a little ridiculous that he has his jacket on over his pajamas and socks to top it off. It's as close as he's going to get to wearing slippers though.

Cultural habits never really die. ]


Come on, we're going. [ No room for debate in his tone. ] I can feel you want to ask me something. So, ask along the way.

[ They're going and that's final.

He just knows that if he tell Atem where they're going that he'll insist they don't. There will be a million reasons as to why they shouldn't, while ignoring the main reason they should. In Yugi's mind, there's one other person that can help him shake the shadow that hangs over his partner. She helped Atem when Yugi couldn't. Who else can he ask? ]


And don't think about backing out of whatever it is you want to ask me. I'll pester you the whole way there until you do.
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[personal profile] ifthereiswill 2021-07-19 09:37 am (UTC)(link)
[ If it were at all possible to make the things they're seeing become familiar to him through sheer force of will, he would do it. But he can't will himself to know things and remember details that are still very much sealed away, no matter how much he wishes he could remember even the smallest, most insignificant piece of information. He doesn't even need all his memories back; if all he got was the ability to recognize even one person from his past, that would be satisfaction enough.

But it seems as though he can't even have that, at least not yet. ]


Peace with mankind? [ It's not a strange idea by any means, and it's one that Atem would want as well, but it seems odd that that would be the dragon's goal. Not unthinkable or impossible, just odd.

But then he also turns to look at Yugi. 'Could that be a mere coincidence, or is there a connection there?' Of course, as Yugi guessed, Atem has no answer for that, only guesses. ]


I see. [ He might not understand every word or every meaning behind what Gentiana says, but he's following along as best as he can. ] The White Dragon and the Frostbearer went together, even when they were stolen by whoever this head priest is.

[ And of course, all he's thinking about is the links between Seto Kaiba and the Blue-Eyes White Dragon, and the idea that Kaiba is more connected to the past than he wants to admit. But maybe there's no link between any of this, and he's just grasping at straws to form conclusions.

He falls silent once more as the dragon and the priest exchange words. It seems to him that he can understand the positions of both man and beast to some extent, but in the end, it's Hraesvelgr that he finds himself agreeing with more.

Of course, he has no right to pass judgment on the priest, when he's used similar words before. What he can't see is how this will all unfold. But he knows better than to ask too many questions, because something tells him that there's still a lot more that they need to see, as long as Gentiana remains willing to show it to them. ]
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[personal profile] ifthereiswill 2021-07-21 07:59 am (UTC)(link)
I suppose the sight of them would be quite a shock. And if all you know is heat and sand, a being of ice and snow would be even more startling.

[ But somehow, Atem just knows that people don't often take kindly to things that are unfamiliar or that they don't understand. He doubts that the reception Hraesvelgr and his companion received was a very open and welcoming one. His initial response is to think poorly of them, but then he has to admit that he probably would have reacted similarly if he were in that position.

And then he glances towards Yugi once more, adding: 'No, you're right, this can't be merely a coincidence. There must be something connecting them, although I couldn't tell you what that might be.'

He's cut off from adding any further comments as the scene continues to unfold, but he can already tell that it's only going to get worse from here.

And something about the continued references to the Pharaoh only makes him frown. He wonders why the Pharaoh can't speak for himself, or if that's merely a protocol of the kingdom, that the High Priest is also the voice of the Pharaoh in moments like this.

When it becomes clear what the priest intends to do, Atem's hands clench tightly into fists. Clearly something magical in nature is occurring here, but all Atem can see is that disrespect is being done to the white dragon, and he's not certain that he likes what he's witnessing. Even if the dragon is in error, surely there's a better way of handling this than what is unfolding before their eyes.

It all seems to happen so quickly, from the dragon being bound to the seals cutting into him. And the next thing Atem knows, the dragon roars and disappears into a shower of dust.

A sound bursts from Atem's throat then: something wordless but clearly distressed by what just happened. Even if the priest had his reasons for doing what he did, it hardly seems right. Of course, these events have already transpired and there's no way to undo them, but that doesn't stop Atem from feeling an intense rage that feels like it's coming from somewhere deep inside himself that's been sealed away for a very long time.

Of course, it's a fleeting sensation, and it slips away from him again even as he tries to take hold of it. ]
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[personal profile] ifthereiswill 2021-07-22 08:36 am (UTC)(link)
[ Atem's still listening to his partner and to Gentiana both, but the brutality of what they just witnessed is still flashing before his eyes, and he can barely control the anger that rose up in response to what they saw. Even when Yugi's grip on his arm tightens, Atem still feels himself shaking with rage, in spite of his efforts to contain himself.

Why the murder of the dragon upset him so much, he barely knows, but at the same time, wouldn't anyone's murder elicit such a reaction? It takes a monumental effort on his part, but eventually, he's able to refocus his attention on Gentiana's explanation and on the scene that continues to unfold before them.

There's a part of him that still wants to demand answers for Hraesvelgr's death, but it seems as though he won't have the chance. The scene is already changing, but more important than that, one thing that Gentiana said jumps out at him. ]


The Pharaoh died? And his son assumed the throne? [ He looks back at Gentiana as if asking without words if she means what he thinks she does. Of course, he can't remember this for himself, but something, whether instinct or a mere guess, is telling him that he already knows the answer.

But before he can ponder this further, Yugi's explanation pulls his attention back onto the scene playing out before them, and he looks up just in time to see the woman who is both familiar and not. Something is different about her, even if her face and the way she carries herself is the same as the woman both he and Yugi know. ]


Is this- Could this be Ishizu's ancestor? [ If they're going with the notion that nothing about this is coincidental, then that has to be the only logical conclusion here. ]
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[personal profile] ifthereiswill 2021-07-25 09:28 am (UTC)(link)
[ He wasn't really sure what to expect, but when he receives that confirmation, it comes as a surprise, and he finds himself unsure how best to begin processing it. What sort of man was his father? And what kind of Pharaoh was he? If he goes by what he witnessed with Hraesvelgr, there's not very many conclusions that he can make, and none of them are very desirable.

But he doesn't have long to mull this over, because Yugi's addressing him again. ]
Yes. Of course, that's the only explanation for it. [ It makes sense with what they know of the Tomb Keepers and their long history of waiting for the Pharaoh.

He watches as the woman, Isis, is joined by another woman, seemingly younger. He also stares, because as Yugi has already noticed, the resemblance between her and the Dark Magician Girl is uncanny. But beyond that, no other information stands out to him. He doesn't know her any more than he knew the priest who they saw earlier.

He listens as the two women discuss their duties and what the Pharaoh has required, and a frown comes to his face again. He can't help but wonder about the significance of all this, and about why the Pharaoh ordered the cessation of the Shadow Games. Of course, he supposes he won't learn the reasoning simply by viewing these old memories.

And as Isis and Mana continue talking, he continues listening, noting the use of the word "Ka". It still holds no meaning to him personally, but he notes it only because Gentiana used it earlier. ]


Who was that girl's master? [ It's not the only question he has, but it is the one that leaves him first. ]
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[personal profile] ifthereiswill 2021-07-26 05:13 am (UTC)(link)
[ Her lack of response doesn't bother him; perhaps he knew on some level that there wouldn't be one. But the similarities between the girl and the Dark Magician Girl are difficult to ignore.

For now, he turns his focus to the progress that Mana and Isis make, watching as monsters begin to leap from the tablets and gradually leave, sometimes one at a time, and other times in small groups.

But that's not what ultimately captures Atem's attention; he watches as one of the tablets, the one that was beside Hraesvelgr's, seems to glow and form in front of them. The woman who comes out of the tablet is unlike the other monsters that came before her. She seems more formidable than the rest, and even though Atem doesn't know or recognize her, there's something foreboding about her and how she surveys the scene before her.

Gentiana's words only confirm Atem's thought that whatever is about to happen, it can't be good. And his thought turns out to be right, because the next thing he knows, the icy woman is attacking, first with her icy pike and then with a blast of magic.

He registers Yugi trying to shield both himself and Lunafreya, and for just a moment, fear grips Atem. ]


Yugi, get out of the way! [ This may only be a memory, but like Yugi, he can't know if they're in any danger from the attacks. Gentiana, however, doesn't seem concerned, but that doesn't do anything to lessen Atem's concern for their safety. ]
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[personal profile] ifthereiswill 2021-07-27 06:58 pm (UTC)(link)
[ A stab of fear hits Atem when it becomes clear that Yugi intends to not be dislodged, not even by him. For just a moment, in his mind, he sees Yugi being taken by the Orichalcos seal again. But rather than freeze in place, he reaches for Yugi's arm and gives it the biggest pull he can manage. Even if they're in no danger, he refuses to ever see Yugi in harm's way again.

He's so focused on trying to get Yugi to move that he almost misses what's happening to Mana and Isis as Shiva continues to wreak havoc on them and on the building around them.

Perhaps once it becomes clear that this is only a vision, and that they can't be hurt by Shiva's anger, Atem's efforts to move Yugi will dissipate, but for now, he can't risk letting go of him. ]
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[personal profile] ifthereiswill 2021-07-30 09:17 am (UTC)(link)
[ Part of Atem knows that he might be overreacting here, but he can't help the reaction. Of course, he understands how his partner might feel, because it's his natural inclination to want to protect him, but he also knows that Yugi isn't someone who needs protecting all the time. He can stand on his own, and more importantly, he can protect others.

But all of this is coming so soon after he lost Yugi, even if it was only for a little while, and he can't bear to go through that again in any form. But his attention is also drawn by the appearance of a duel monster that both he and Yugi know very well.

It's strange (and yet not) to think that perhaps Mana and the Dark Magician Girl share some sort of affinity, but he thinks that it can't be a coincidence that she's appeared in this very moment. ]


Out of everything I could have imagined occurring, that was not something that I thought of. [ Whoever this girl Mana is, or was, clearly there's more to her than meets the eye.

And as the Dark Magician Girl flees the scene once more, Atem finds himself wondering what might happen when the Pharaoh arrives. ]
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[personal profile] ifthereiswill 2021-08-05 06:08 am (UTC)(link)
[ As Yugi reacts and even shouts about the scene that continues to unfold before them, Atem remains quiet, as if his power of speech has once again left him. But his focus is still on the action taking place, at the wrongness of it all. Never mind that he believes he understands why Shiva is doing what she's doing. It's revenge, pure and simple, and it's not hard for him to imagine that he'd feel equally vengeful if he were in her position.

But still, it doesn't feel right.

When the man who looks so much like Kaiba appears, Atem's attention is diverted yet again, and he listens to the exchange between Shiva and the man. Naturally, he snaps to attention at the mentions of the Pharaoh, of the father of the Pharaoh, and the Predecessor.

His hands clench as he realizes what Yugi has already discerned: that Shiva is only baiting them, goading them into a fight. What he doesn't fully understand is why. A fight will only lead to more harm and presumably injuries, but perhaps that's part of her plan, to instigate chaos as a form of revenge.

Even so, he has to ask the question that's on his mind, and so he forces himself to speak. ]


What could she possibly hope to gain by doing all this?

[ He understands the need for revenge, but even with that, this all feels like a petty undertaking that will only cause lasting harm for all involved. ]
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[personal profile] ifthereiswill 2021-08-07 09:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Death?

[ Atem's had his suspicions since this scene began unfolding, but he wanted to dismiss that thought as pure lunacy. What good does having a death wish do for anyone? Of course, he understands feeling so desperate that there seems to be no other option. Perhaps that's where Shiva is coming from in all of this. ]

I suppose I can understand why she might feel that way, but- [ His gaze drops downwards for just a moment. If he knows anything at all, it's that having his friends around him is what makes being present in this world worthwhile, and if they were to ever leave him for any reason or in any way, he wouldn't know what to do. Never mind that his presence here is reliant on Yugi and on the Millennium Puzzle, so if anything were to happen to him, he supposes he'd either simply retreat back inside the Puzzle or cease to exist entirely. ]

If that is truly the case, then I can't see how this encounter could ever end well for anyone.

[ But all he can do is watch as "Kaiba" and his White Dragon prepare to do battle with Shiva.

Like Yugi, he's already noted how everything seems to circle back on itself, involving Kaiba in some form and his trusted White Dragon. For him, it just proves that the past and history itself are both alive and well, no matter how many years have passed.

But he's more interested in learning what the outcome of all this will be, as well as who will survive. Kaiba's past self must survive, or he wouldn't still be alive in the present, but what about Shiva?

He hasn't yet observed what seems to be occurring far above the fight going on below, because his attention is still on the individuals locked in said fight. ]
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[personal profile] ifthereiswill 2021-08-19 06:54 am (UTC)(link)
[ As far as Atem is concerned, it's too late; he already is concerned about the events that have already happened, as nonsensical as that may seem. These events may have already concluded, and their consequences already played out, but he can't help but worry about their outcomes and what might have happened to the individuals who so closely resemble his friends.

Of course, there's little that he and Yugi can do aside from watch. Lunafreya's gasp draws his attention, however, and he turns to look at her as well. ]


What is it?

[ Of course he can see the swords that have suddenly appeared, and he also notes the creature that has just materialized, but he's not certain of the significance. It turns out that he doesn't have to wait for long, however. ]

Bahamut? [ The name isn't familiar to him, but that means nothing; there's quite a few monsters that he hasn't heard of, so he assumes this is just another one of those. Never mind that Bahamut looks unlike any Duel Monster that he's encountered thus far. ]

And who is that? [ The question slips out, even though Atem already has a guess as to the woman's identity. The similarities are hard to ignore, from the color of her hair to how she dresses, but what solidifies it for Atem is the trident that she carries. ]

Luna, is that-? [ He stops there as well, noting the way both the Trident and the Puzzle have begun to glow. ] What's going on?
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[personal profile] ifthereiswill 2021-08-22 05:23 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Atem also barely knows where to look or what should keep his focus most. He doesn't want to miss a minute of the scene unfolding before them, because of course it's important, but then the unexpected development of both the Puzzle and the Trident reacting to something, whether their counterparts from the past or something else, pulls his focus away.

That's nothing compared to the moment when Lunafreya uses the name she's chosen to call him. ]


Luna? [ In the past, when he's been in spirit form, she's never been able to see him, just relying on deduction to tell roughly where he's standing. Yugi's question echoes his own, because if she can, that's an equally unexpected development. ]

I don't understand. [ Of course, if that really is the case, then that's more than he could have ever asked for. But before he can ask any further questions, he's interrupted by a great scream, and his attention returns to the scene before them. He watches as the Oracle seemingly communes with Shiva, and then when Gentiana speaks, he focuses in on her once more.

Yugi's question is also one that came to his mind when Gentiana mentioned the Legendary Knights. 'I'm not sure, but I suppose it could be possible.'

Aloud, he asks: ]
Just who were these legendary knights? [ He turns to Yugi again then, wondering if maybe a few more pieces of the puzzle that so far has been largely incomplete will fall into place. ]
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[personal profile] ifthereiswill 2021-08-25 07:44 am (UTC)(link)
[ Of course, Atem's attention is focused on the scene in front of him, but he still doesn't quite know what the significance of it all is. Yes, he's aware that there's a connection to him because Egypt and people who lived there are featured in these memories. But does any of this have anything to do with him? Perhaps the answer to that is obvious and he should be able to figure it out, but as of right now, he doesn't really know. ]

So all of this is connected to us, is that what you're saying? [ Not only is he linked to Egypt but there's also that connection to the Knights of Atlantis. And, he supposes, now there's the links between himself, Lunafreya, and Gentiana, even the two women are more connected to each other than he is. He still feels like Gentiana just tolerates his presence, a notion that doesn't bother him very much. His connection with Lunafreya is something deeper, however, and so because of that, he remains open to getting to know Gentiana a little better in turn.

He listens as both sides discuss potential punishments, and he finds himself not liking where this conversation is going. Of course, he understands where both parties are coming from, and he supposes that banishment is a better punishment than death, if such a thing is possible. But from what he can tell, blame lies with both sides. ]


What did the Oracle decide to do? [ He's sure they're about to find out, but he can't help but ask that question anyway. ]
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[personal profile] ifthereiswill 2021-09-02 09:41 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Part of Atem knows that he is also fascinated by the scene, but at the same time, he's still uncertain about what he might learn if and when he recovers his memories and if he'll like what he finds out. Even the scene that Gentiana's shown them has revealed things he didn't expect to see and didn't particularly enjoy watching either. Of course, he's aware that life is full of unpleasant things, but to see it so plainly in front of them came as a surprise.

Once the Oracle starts speaking, Atem turns his focus back to her for a moment, because he finds himself surprised by her statements. ]


She found it that easy to accept her, after everything? [ Referring to Shiva and what she's done thus far, that is. It doesn't seem like the worst possible thing, but he can imagine that people like the priest still standing there might not appreciate it very much.

As Yugi's already realized, Atem's also begun to connect the dots between Gentiana and Shiva, and of course, the revelation is surprising. But also, it explains a lot and puts things in considerably more context than they had to start with.

Perhaps he should say something, or make some kind of comment about what they've just seen, but he honestly doesn't know what he should say, if anything. He glances between Gentiana and Lunafreya, but at least the latter doesn't seem inclined to give an answer just yet.

So, he glances over at Yugi instead, as if wordlessly asking what he thinks about all this. ]

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