... But- [ Alan's expression shifts, and his tone sounds hesitant and uncertain, in contrast to the strength in Jesse's voice. ] You were waiting for someone else. Expecting someone else. What you got might as well be a stranger, right?

[ He doesn't have to be a mind reader to guess that she's disappointed. Hurt, probably. He promised her things and he didn't keep his promises. He came back, but he's not the "him" she wanted. That has to be upsetting to her. ]

So we start again, is that it? I know that's not what you want, but... [ I don't want her to push me away. I might not remember everything, but I know she's important. She's who I was trying to come home to. ]

Sunrise sounds great. I'd like that.

[ Maybe it's ridiculous of him to want to see the sun again, but he doesn't care of it is. He's had enough of darkness. Part of him doesn't even want to look outside to see how dark it is. Just the thought of being in the dark makes his skin crawl, and the only thing that distracts him from that feeling is Polaris trying to get his attention.

For what? What does she want me to do?

He looks up again and tries to catch her eye, to meet her gaze if she's looking at him. ]

That's not their job, right? Their job is to get information, not get coffee for a suspect.