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ᴊᴇssᴇ ғᴀᴅᴇɴ | ᵗʰᵉ ᵈᶦʳᵉᶜᵗᵒʳ. ([personal profile] outlierdirector) wrote in [community profile] synthneon2023-11-29 09:38 pm

oceanview (different path) || ❝ turn the page i need to see something new. ❞

a different path,
the same road.
When I thought that I fought this war alone
You were there by my side on the frontline
When I thought that I fought without a cause
You gave me a reason to try
CODE BY TESSISAMESS
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[personal profile] crazyisinevitable 2024-10-30 06:17 am (UTC)(link)
Technically, sure, but the Dark Presence is a real threat. It's not some fictional thing that people say exists; it actually does exist, and it can actually hurt you. No, you're not crazy.

[ She asks about the apartment he once shared with Alice, and he realizes with a jolt that she's right in questioning it. ] ... Yeah. No, you're right, of course. We'll sell the apartment and buy a new one just for the two of us. We can set it up however we want and make it ours.

[ As soon as he's finished getting dressed, he steps over to her and reaches out for her, wanting to hold her hand, or just hold her. Whatever she lets him do. Whatever they have time for, before they need to get going again. ]
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[personal profile] crazyisinevitable 2024-11-10 02:00 am (UTC)(link)
[ Alan opens his mouth to answer, but he doesn't get to even start, because Barry interrupts at just that exact moment, and it sounds pretty urgent. When Jesse squeezes his hand, he smiles at her once more and follows her down the stairs, appreciating the slow pace that she takes. He doesn't want to make a big deal about it, but his head does still kind of hurt, thanks to the bad choices he made the previous night.

As they make their way down to rejoin Barry, Alan almost stops to wave at his old friend and call out some kind of banter about how his hangover's doing, but he doesn't get the chance.

The unmistakable cold metal of a gun presses against his head, and of course, that click sound could only belong to one thing. Alan freezes in place, narrowly resisting the urge to roll his eyes. He knows that voice, and he knows only one person would insist on using those annoying nicknames.

He feels Jesse tense up, and looking sideways at her, she looks more than a little panicked. Alan squeezes her hand, but his focus is on how the hell they're going to get out of this situation.

He doesn't move or try to pull away, because that seems like a good way to get a bullet in the head. Instead, he just stands as still as he can, trying not to move, as he starts to talk. ]


Hey, how about we hold off on the fireworks and talk about whatever this is? I get it, it's my fault, whatever's going on here, but Barry and Jesse aren't involved. I dragged them both into this, okay?
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[personal profile] crazyisinevitable 2024-11-20 04:29 am (UTC)(link)
[ Alan's panicking but trying his best to not let it show. He doesn't want Barry or Jesse getting even more in the crosshairs than they already are, and if something happens to them, it's his fault. If he could somehow get them to run, well, he'd have already done it. ]

Damn it, that's not- [ He cuts off when he hears the sound of handcuffs, but maybe... maybe while they're busy cuffing Jesse and Barry, he can do something desperate and more than a little crazy.

It's hardly a graceful move because it's not supposed to be; it's dangerous and risky, but Alan would rather put himself in the line of fire than either of his friends. He reaches up to try and latch onto something: not the gun, because that would be stupid, but maybe if he can get ahold of Nightingale's arm, it'll be enough to buy them some time. ]
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[personal profile] crazyisinevitable 2025-01-19 08:06 am (UTC)(link)
Then you stop making it harder and let them go! [ Alan glares at Nightingale, suddenly seeing red because of how close the bullet came to hitting Jesse and probably Barry too. ]

If you let them go, you can haul me in or whatever it is you're going to do. Otherwise, I'm not stopping. No way in hell am I going to stop and let you do this.
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[personal profile] crazyisinevitable 2025-01-21 07:20 am (UTC)(link)
Damn it-! [ Alan swears loudly, because he really has no idea what he's supposed to be doing here. Obviously, his focus is on keeping Barry and Jesse safe, because they got dragged into this because of him; the last thing he wants is them getting hurt. He hoped he could buy them some time, and convince Nightingale to let them go, but that obviously didn't work. ]

Okay, okay... say I knock it the fuck off, or whatever. What's your next move? I mean, what are you going to do with us?

[ He does his best to make his tone conciliatory, as if hinting that he's about to just give up and let Nightingale do whatever it is he has in mind. It's a long shot, but if Alan can just make Nightingale think he's giving in, maybe then he can find an opening and seize his chance.

... but his chance to do what, exactly? ]