[ She lifts herself to make it easier for him to remove what he can of his undergarments. Then, he rolls up, and she lowers herself again. It takes some adjustment until she can finally feel him and they're connected. Together. One.
His hands circle around her back and Jesse moans, louder than she intended. Her head lowers to his shoulder as her whole body shakes entirely. She's already so close by just feeling him that it is embarrassing. He has to think she's so easy and pathetic.
But, it's Alan. He's the only one that could...
A shift of their hips and the thoughts fly from her mind. The only thing she can concentrate on is how he feels. How Polaris seems to be a louder hum in her mind. How the room suddenly seems brighter from just the one lamp. It all feels like floating.
It persists even beyond Alan finding the right place and sending her over. How her back arcs and she buries her face into his neck to let out the rest of her reactions. Her body shudders in his arms and against him. Her head feels like it's swimming and floating at the same time. The arms around his neck slide to simply rest on his shoulders as she pants to catch her breath.
The insane story and darkness rage on outside, but Jesse feels as if it could almost be morning in the room with how bright the light is and the gentle hum of her friend pulsing in the room. Maybe Alan can hear it if he's on the frequency she is.
Her eyes side close before she tilts her head into his neck further. That feeling she can't discern the origin of continues to bubble inside of her. ]
We're finally...
[ « "Back together"? That doesn't make sense. None of it does. But... this is nice. I don't want to let him go back now... if he goes back to New York, then... this all goes with him. We're finally... I don't want to lose this too. » ]
imagine THIS (if only awr didn't have chubby alan)
His hands circle around her back and Jesse moans, louder than she intended. Her head lowers to his shoulder as her whole body shakes entirely. She's already so close by just feeling him that it is embarrassing. He has to think she's so easy and pathetic.
But, it's Alan. He's the only one that could...
A shift of their hips and the thoughts fly from her mind. The only thing she can concentrate on is how he feels. How Polaris seems to be a louder hum in her mind. How the room suddenly seems brighter from just the one lamp. It all feels like floating.
It persists even beyond Alan finding the right place and sending her over. How her back arcs and she buries her face into his neck to let out the rest of her reactions. Her body shudders in his arms and against him. Her head feels like it's swimming and floating at the same time. The arms around his neck slide to simply rest on his shoulders as she pants to catch her breath.
The insane story and darkness rage on outside, but Jesse feels as if it could almost be morning in the room with how bright the light is and the gentle hum of her friend pulsing in the room. Maybe Alan can hear it if he's on the frequency she is.
Her eyes side close before she tilts her head into his neck further. That feeling she can't discern the origin of continues to bubble inside of her. ]
We're finally...
[ « "Back together"? That doesn't make sense. None of it does. But... this is nice. I don't want to let him go back now... if he goes back to New York, then... this all goes with him. We're finally... I don't want to lose this too. » ]