[ Maybe with Alice, it was love at first sight. Maybe it was love at first sight with Jesse too. Maybe Alan is just the kind of man who falls in love quickly and deeply. He doesn't look at himself and say he's a one night stand kind of man. He loved Alice deeply and completely, even if he didn't always know how to be in a relationship, and maybe that's the reason they went down the path heading for divorce.
Maybe he could be different with Jesse, or maybe nothing will change at all...
I want to be different. I need to be different. Better.
He feels her melt against him, feels her body pressing against his, and he knows in that instant that he wants to be one with her. How that looks, he's not sure. One in the physical sense? Is it too soon for that? They're already on that threshold, coming closer to that point, but maybe they should wait. Wait for what though?
Alan doesn't want to wait. He wants to be hers, and for her to be his, so he leans in even more and returns the kiss first, and adds a brief tracing motion with his tongue along the edges of her mouth. ]
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Maybe he could be different with Jesse, or maybe nothing will change at all...
I want to be different. I need to be different. Better.
He feels her melt against him, feels her body pressing against his, and he knows in that instant that he wants to be one with her. How that looks, he's not sure. One in the physical sense? Is it too soon for that? They're already on that threshold, coming closer to that point, but maybe they should wait. Wait for what though?
Alan doesn't want to wait. He wants to be hers, and for her to be his, so he leans in even more and returns the kiss first, and adds a brief tracing motion with his tongue along the edges of her mouth. ]