[ The feeling of her next to him as he rocks forward almost makes his head swim. There's just something about being like this with her that sends his senses into overdrive; is it desire? Longing? A need for intimate touch? All of the above? Part of him believes that he wouldn't be satisfied with doing this with just anyone. It has to be her.
Did I ever feel like this with Alice? Am I just forgetting what it felt like with her because we fell apart? I don't know; all I know is that this is all I want. I think it's what we- what I need. I just hope that it's what she needs too.
Something inside Alan already knows that he doesn't want to let the Dark Presence in. It's touched his mind, but he doesn't want it to get in any farther. It can't sink its claws into him any more than it already has. Maybe something inside him is reaching out for the light: for things that are good. Polaris might not be entirely good, but at leat she's not a being seemingly made of darkness. That's enough of a distinction for Alan to reach out to her.
Hello? Can you hear me?
He feels stupid asking the question in his mind even as he feels Jesse beside him and feels her lips brushing over his. He returns the gesture, first with a light brush and then followed by a deeper, more passionate kiss. ]
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Did I ever feel like this with Alice? Am I just forgetting what it felt like with her because we fell apart? I don't know; all I know is that this is all I want. I think it's what we- what I need. I just hope that it's what she needs too.
Something inside Alan already knows that he doesn't want to let the Dark Presence in. It's touched his mind, but he doesn't want it to get in any farther. It can't sink its claws into him any more than it already has. Maybe something inside him is reaching out for the light: for things that are good. Polaris might not be entirely good, but at leat she's not a being seemingly made of darkness. That's enough of a distinction for Alan to reach out to her.
Hello? Can you hear me?
He feels stupid asking the question in his mind even as he feels Jesse beside him and feels her lips brushing over his. He returns the gesture, first with a light brush and then followed by a deeper, more passionate kiss. ]