[ He wishes he were more in tune with his own thoughts and feelings. At times, they seem within reach, only to escape before he can begin to make sense of them. Perhaps if he knew what he felt and thought, maybe Lantaa would be able to understand as well, and there would not be what feels like a strange gap between them. All he wants is to be with her, to not be separated, but circumstances seem to be conspiring to do just that.
A small smile crosses his face at the sight of the sparkle in her eyes, and for just a moment, he feels as though he has done something right for both of them. Once he has undressed with her assistance, he moves to the bed to lie beside her. ]
I am happy that you are here. [ He hesitates, because he would ask if she is also happy to be here, but what if her answer is no? What if he has neglected a need of hers? ] I wish that I did not have to depart, as that is hardly fair to you. [ Perhaps he will return only to find her gone. Gone where, he does not know, but perhaps she might find somewhere more suited to her than here. ]
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A small smile crosses his face at the sight of the sparkle in her eyes, and for just a moment, he feels as though he has done something right for both of them. Once he has undressed with her assistance, he moves to the bed to lie beside her. ]
I am happy that you are here. [ He hesitates, because he would ask if she is also happy to be here, but what if her answer is no? What if he has neglected a need of hers? ] I wish that I did not have to depart, as that is hardly fair to you. [ Perhaps he will return only to find her gone. Gone where, he does not know, but perhaps she might find somewhere more suited to her than here. ]