[ For him, it feels as though he could study such things but never learn what it truly means to love and be loved. He knows that he has not had the same depth or variety of experiences in this life, but then again, neither has she, if his understanding is correct. To want to reach out but being unsure of how exactly do to that is an obstacle he wishes to clear somehow.
There is a part of him that fears she will come to realize that trying to reach him is a pointless endeavor, and she will walk right out of his life again as if she had never been there at all. That very thought causes his own emotions to spiral, and he would curl in on himself a bit if not for him being suddenly distracted by the bird's sudden movement.
Distraction gives way to surprise as he sees the blue bird turn into a girl with wings on her head. And he finds himself being even more surprised when he hears her voice ringing in his mind. ]
How- How are you doing that? [ That is the first question to come to mind, and the second is wondering at the name she uses for Lantaa, although it fits her quite well. But then he coughs, trying to recover his composure, and he adds: ] Is there something that you require?
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There is a part of him that fears she will come to realize that trying to reach him is a pointless endeavor, and she will walk right out of his life again as if she had never been there at all. That very thought causes his own emotions to spiral, and he would curl in on himself a bit if not for him being suddenly distracted by the bird's sudden movement.
Distraction gives way to surprise as he sees the blue bird turn into a girl with wings on her head. And he finds himself being even more surprised when he hears her voice ringing in his mind. ]
How- How are you doing that? [ That is the first question to come to mind, and the second is wondering at the name she uses for Lantaa, although it fits her quite well. But then he coughs, trying to recover his composure, and he adds: ] Is there something that you require?