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venat ([personal profile] heranswers) wrote in [community profile] synthneon2022-06-08 11:49 pm

echoes of truth | ❝ to all of my children to whom.... ❞

song of hope

BOOK 5: OUR SONG

Our song of hope, she dances on the wind
Higher, o' higher
E'er our hearts endure and remain forever strong
Standing tall through the dark do we carry on
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[personal profile] elpides 2022-08-01 06:37 am (UTC)(link)
[ Much has transpired and much remains on K'thisru's mind as she stands close to the railing, surveying the stars above her. They came to Elpis in search of answers, but there are so many mysteries and questions that still remain.

Certainly, Emet-Selch does not seem inclined to answer them, and Hythlodaeus, while quite kind, is also quite mysterious. So too is Venat, and yet K'thisru thinks she might be more willing to speak with her if she asked her to.

But at the same time, she does not wish to trouble the woman, nor upset her with her questions and her too-persistent nature. That is why she finds herself hesitating rather than approaching, so when the other woman approaches on her own, she finds herself looking at her in surprise. ]


I think that applies to adventurers too. [ Scientists have their work, and adventurers have their intrigues, and both seem to be in ample supply. ] Do you mind? Even if you have to wait, there must be other things that are keeping you busy.

[ She does not wish to cause a delay or any more trouble than they evidently have, if Emet-Selch's disdain is any indication. ]

I- Well, she often is preoccupied these days. I try to help, of course, and I'm there when she needs me. [ As they always have been, even when they were small. ]
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[personal profile] elpides 2022-08-09 06:04 am (UTC)(link)
If I could, I'd comb every inch of this place and talk to every person who has the time. [ She is well aware that there are those who have no interest in idle chatter, and she would not make a pest of herself. But her curiosity is clamoring to be satisfied, even though she is trying to not be an annoyance. ] Do you think so?

[ The notion of destiny is one that keeps coming up again and again, and yet she wonders if that really is what is directing things now. Perhaps she ought not even speak with Venat or her peers, but that curious streak of hers won't settle down now.

But she does as requested, taking a seat beside Venat with only the slightest bit of hesitation. In a way, the woman seems too lofty to even approach; not in the sense that she is arrogant, but that she is far greater than her and her sister. Perhaps what she feels is a feeling of unworthiness to even sit next to her.

But sit she does, and she tries to think about what really is troubling her. ]


A little of both, I think. I don't know how this is all going to be resolved, and I always worry about my sister. [ Their journey has been hard on both of them, but while K'thisru wishes she could take everything that weighs her sister down and take it on herself instead, there is not much she can do besides simply be there and offer a hug and a listening ear when Alkaid needs both. ] Well, I didn't used to, but now that we have come so far and seen so many things...

[ Both of them have been changed, and she wonders if it is for the better or the worse. ]
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[personal profile] elpides 2022-08-17 06:48 am (UTC)(link)
[ For reasons she doesn't quite understand, she feels some sense of encouragement from Venat's words. Rather than telling her such things will not work out or that they are impractical, she at least seems to be considering them instead of dismissing them. That particular kindness only increases her interest in speaking more with Venat and learning from her while she has this chance. ]

Well, that would make two of us, then. [ Even though she does not know how they will forestall the Final Days, she is convinced that they must not happen. Or at least, they should not progress any further than they already have.

And if K'thisru knew the thoughts going through Venat's mind, she would find herself conflicted. It is, of course, better for the Final Days to be averted here and now, but in so doing, the lives that she and her sister have had would never have happened.

Her expression turns even more thoughtful as she considers what Venat is saying. ]
Of course not. The point of a journey is learning things you didn't know before and growing because of that. [ Or something along those lines. She is the last person who would say that she is particularly wise, but that does seem to be one of the important things about embarking upon a journey.

Her gaze drops so that she is looking down at her hands as she finally responds aloud. ]
I don't think either of us thought we would come this far when we left home for the first time. [ That is hardly an answer, and she does not expect it to make sense to Venat, but she is still trying to understand her own thoughts and feelings and put them into words. ]
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[personal profile] elpides 2022-09-03 08:24 pm (UTC)(link)
[ That brings a thought to mind that hadn't occurred to her before. It would not surprise her in the least to learn that Venat had already thought of it, because it is already quite clear to her that Venat is quite the perceptive person. ] What would happen to us if we did manage to stop the Final Days here?

[ Would they cease to exist? And what about the Source? ] Was meeting us strange? Is even talking with us strange? [ She is trying to imagine how it must feel, knowing their past selves but having met them both and speaking with them now. Regardless of how she feels about Emet-Selch, she can imagine that it must be more than a little unsettling. ]

It's- Well, it's just the journey, I think. [ In spite of herself, she feels the beginnings of a blush forming at the base of her neck. It doesn't seem proper or fitting for her to say anything except what an adventurer would say. She and her sister are the Warriors of Light, after all, and they should be able to push through anything, even when things become difficult or troubling. ]