[ A certain sad look crosses her eyes. One that speaks of knowing just how unfair life is. Not only that, but that she is used to how unfair it all is. So much of her life has been that way. This is the one thing she had hoped wouldn't be unfair. ]
Soon could be now. This could be the final time around. That's why I need you here with me. We may have all the pieces we need go end the story and keep you home.
[ Her fingers brush along his beard again. Hopefully they make it through the night. They may still see Saga and she can work with the FBI agent. Polaris and her guiding both of them.
It's the only way she can think to try and change aspects of the story while ultimately making it to along the path to change its outcome. Jesse has had the feeling for some time now that she can't change the ending or influence it. Only Alan, and maybe Saga, can do that. They are the main roles in the story. Jesse is only there as an important side role, propping up Alan and trying to help him fight against the Dark Presence. She's fine with that, as this isn't fully her fight. Now, it's simply finding a way to make things work and change in that role.
She shakes her head slightly. ] You don't need to want, Alan. You already have it.
[ Jesse guides him into a passionate kiss. She isn't new to any of this. The gray eyes are starting to darken and she knows what that means. He'll be washed out with no idea who she is. He'll forget any of this happened. Somehow, someway, she needs to keep him here with her. Somehow.
She hopes that now he can feel her. Polaris. The hum that makes the light louder. Polaris can only boost what Alan had inside him. Hopefully that will be enough. It doesn't feel it will be. This time feels so much more dire than the other times around. ]
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Soon could be now. This could be the final time around. That's why I need you here with me. We may have all the pieces we need go end the story and keep you home.
[ Her fingers brush along his beard again. Hopefully they make it through the night. They may still see Saga and she can work with the FBI agent. Polaris and her guiding both of them.
It's the only way she can think to try and change aspects of the story while ultimately making it to along the path to change its outcome. Jesse has had the feeling for some time now that she can't change the ending or influence it. Only Alan, and maybe Saga, can do that. They are the main roles in the story. Jesse is only there as an important side role, propping up Alan and trying to help him fight against the Dark Presence. She's fine with that, as this isn't fully her fight. Now, it's simply finding a way to make things work and change in that role.
She shakes her head slightly. ] You don't need to want, Alan. You already have it.
[ Jesse guides him into a passionate kiss. She isn't new to any of this. The gray eyes are starting to darken and she knows what that means. He'll be washed out with no idea who she is. He'll forget any of this happened. Somehow, someway, she needs to keep him here with her. Somehow.
She hopes that now he can feel her. Polaris. The hum that makes the light louder. Polaris can only boost what Alan had inside him. Hopefully that will be enough. It doesn't feel it will be. This time feels so much more dire than the other times around. ]