[ Alan knows he's felt a swell of emotions almost constantly ever since he met her. There was a feeling like his head was spinning the night they met, and that feeling continued when they kissed, and then... When he found himself falling into the lake, he felt panic and fear and something best described as loss. He felt as though he was losing something that he'd only just found, and now it was being snatched out of his hands.
He didn't know then if he'd ever get it back, or if this was the end.
But it turns out that it wasn't the end; they found each other. They're here. They're together. A moan of his own escapes him when her hands grip onto him and he feels her tugging him in closer. Then she presses herself against him and he reacts immediately, pressing himself against her in return. They need to become one. They should become one.
... Shouldn't they? He wants it, and she seems to want it too, so why not? Why shouldn't they lay claim to each other?
Even though he doesn't know the exact doubts running through her mind, he's convinced that it can work. It will work. ]
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He didn't know then if he'd ever get it back, or if this was the end.
But it turns out that it wasn't the end; they found each other. They're here. They're together. A moan of his own escapes him when her hands grip onto him and he feels her tugging him in closer. Then she presses herself against him and he reacts immediately, pressing himself against her in return. They need to become one. They should become one.
... Shouldn't they? He wants it, and she seems to want it too, so why not? Why shouldn't they lay claim to each other?
Even though he doesn't know the exact doubts running through her mind, he's convinced that it can work. It will work. ]