[ The feeling driving Alan right now is a need to feel complete; it barely makes sense to him, because being with Jesse shouldn't make him feel like that, given the fact that they haven't known each other long at all. And yet when he's around her, he feels like something has fallen into place: there's a sense of wholeness and completion, and while he doesn't understand it, he just wants more of it.
He wants to lose himself in these moments, to just kiss and touch her without hesitation and be touched and kissed in return. So that's exactly what he does. He reaches for every part of her that he can touch, placing kisses as he goes, only stopping when they both need to take a breath.
He feels her lips brush against his, and a pleased shudder creeps up his spine and spreads over his frame.
Well, now I really can't let her go. Now I don't want to let her go.
Maybe the more rational part of his mind would tell him to not let those thoughts go too far, in case he has no choice but to let her go, but he's refusing to be rational right now. Maybe later he'll have regrets he'll have to face, but right now, all he's thinking about is her. ]</small.
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He wants to lose himself in these moments, to just kiss and touch her without hesitation and be touched and kissed in return. So that's exactly what he does. He reaches for every part of her that he can touch, placing kisses as he goes, only stopping when they both need to take a breath.
He feels her lips brush against his, and a pleased shudder creeps up his spine and spreads over his frame.
Well, now I really can't let her go. Now I don't want to let her go.
Maybe the more rational part of his mind would tell him to not let those thoughts go too far, in case he has no choice but to let her go, but he's refusing to be rational right now. Maybe later he'll have regrets he'll have to face, but right now, all he's thinking about is her. ]</small.