[ Maybe that's what this was about all along: pleasing her, making her feel good, giving her what she wanted even if he wasn't initially sure if she really wanted it. Maybe he wasn't even sure he wanted to give this to her, but now he knows he does.
It matters to him that Polaris is gone; it bothers him that she is, and he wishes he could do something to bring her back. But he's not in a position to make that happen.
... Or is he? What if he could do something that might draw her back in? It's a thought that comes from seemingly nowhere. Well, not nowhere, but it's not anywhere that makes sense to Alan right now. Grow brighter and maybe she'll come back.
What the hell is that supposed to mean? Alan's brow furrows because he doesn't understand it, or where that idea even came from. He has a suspicion, but it's an insane one. No more insane than anything else going on around you.
For now, Alan tries to tune out the weird voice that sounds unsettlingly familiar so that he can focus on Jesse and on what she wants. Maybe he'll come back to that voice later. Maybe. ]
Yeah. Other things... [ He pauses because he wants to word this in just the right way. ] Couple things. Things couples do in- you know. If you wanted to think of us as a couple.
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It matters to him that Polaris is gone; it bothers him that she is, and he wishes he could do something to bring her back. But he's not in a position to make that happen.
... Or is he? What if he could do something that might draw her back in? It's a thought that comes from seemingly nowhere. Well, not nowhere, but it's not anywhere that makes sense to Alan right now. Grow brighter and maybe she'll come back.
What the hell is that supposed to mean? Alan's brow furrows because he doesn't understand it, or where that idea even came from. He has a suspicion, but it's an insane one. No more insane than anything else going on around you.
For now, Alan tries to tune out the weird voice that sounds unsettlingly familiar so that he can focus on Jesse and on what she wants. Maybe he'll come back to that voice later. Maybe. ]
Yeah. Other things... [ He pauses because he wants to word this in just the right way. ] Couple things. Things couples do in- you know. If you wanted to think of us as a couple.