[ Eyes quickly dart to the hand as he tugs, then back to his eyes. There's a heavy beat in her chest. A familiar feeling rises up inside her then. A desire she knows but hasn't felt in ... awhile. One that she knows is directed at him.
Then, her heart stops.
« What if he doesn't want anything to do with me now that you're gone...? What if... he won't be interested because I'm... normal. »
She feels like a part of her has been muted. Turned off. Polaris doesn't answer and she feels almost disconnected. Numb and disconnected. Out of control.
A hand raises to touch one of his elbows. ]
I like them. Yeah, I do. [ A pause as she feels a blush on her face. ] "Other things"?
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Then, her heart stops.
« What if he doesn't want anything to do with me now that you're gone...? What if... he won't be interested because I'm... normal. »
She feels like a part of her has been muted. Turned off. Polaris doesn't answer and she feels almost disconnected. Numb and disconnected. Out of control.
A hand raises to touch one of his elbows. ]
I like them. Yeah, I do. [ A pause as she feels a blush on her face. ] "Other things"?