[ Maybe Alan should have a better idea of what he's doing, but if he's being honest about it all, it feels a little like he's throwing ideas at the wall and hoping something sticks. Maybe even this meeting with Jesse is some half thought out idea. It's certainly desperate, and probably dangerous, but he really wanted to see her. He missed her, but maybe him missing her shouldn't have been reason enough to drag her into all this.
But wasn't she already involved the second you showed up at her door in Bright Falls?
He can't really argue with that, even though he wishes he could.
Then, he feels the tug on his hand and he returns to the present and to Jesse. Oh, right, they were going to step into the shower together. He knows that she's right; he shouldn't second guess himself when he's the one who put the offer on the table, so he steps in closer to her, moving into the bathroom properly.
The next step is obvious: getting ready to step into the shower, but he pauses, not out of unwillingness, but more from a place of letting her set the tone of how this is going to go. ]
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But wasn't she already involved the second you showed up at her door in Bright Falls?
He can't really argue with that, even though he wishes he could.
Then, he feels the tug on his hand and he returns to the present and to Jesse. Oh, right, they were going to step into the shower together. He knows that she's right; he shouldn't second guess himself when he's the one who put the offer on the table, so he steps in closer to her, moving into the bathroom properly.
The next step is obvious: getting ready to step into the shower, but he pauses, not out of unwillingness, but more from a place of letting her set the tone of how this is going to go. ]