[ Jesse shakes her head slightly. Not because she disagrees. She simply doesn't know the answer. Writing or creativity isn't her area. She is a blunt force--a weapon--a power house of paranatural energy. Point her at a problem and she fixes it. Ask her how to create an ending that doesn't involve her taking the reigns and forcing it to do what she wants? She won't know. ]
I'm guessing so. It's why my--the Alan I know has been stuck. He's trying to change the ending. [ Her gaze drops. ] It won't be the ending either of us want. I know that. But he... I think he's going to find out soon. Maybe it won't matter. He may not remember anything to do with us.
That might be for the best this time that he doesn't.
[ Jesse tilts her head with a frown, gaze wandering to the side. She isn't talking to Polaris. Her mind is running with the ideas and what she should do about her Alan. He's said before he would always want to remember her--but should he? Does he still feel that same way? Would he want to remember only to have to go on without her? She's at a loss of what to do.
This isn't her area. People. Relationships. How did she let herself get dragged into this?
The memory of how he holds her her comes to mind. Their foreheads pressed together. Fingers in her hair. How he can just say the right words with his ability to read her like an open book. The way his gray eyes reflect the light inside him and shimmer with that determination that only Alan Wake has.
« I don't want to lose that. I dont want to be alone in the room with the poster again. »
Still, she looks back up at this Alan. A familiar glitter comes to her eyes. That's the unique determination that Alan Wake has. The one that always brings a smile to her face. She's certain his Jesse feels the same way. ]
You'll find a way. You always do. That's what makes you who you are. You bring yourself up to the challenge and face it. No matter how scared you are.
[ Jesse's smile curves more. ] No. I'm pretty sure you know the place you want to be in. You make your own path there. Even if it's a road only you really understand? You can make it that way.
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I'm guessing so. It's why my--the Alan I know has been stuck. He's trying to change the ending. [ Her gaze drops. ] It won't be the ending either of us want. I know that. But he... I think he's going to find out soon. Maybe it won't matter. He may not remember anything to do with us.
That might be for the best this time that he doesn't.
[ Jesse tilts her head with a frown, gaze wandering to the side. She isn't talking to Polaris. Her mind is running with the ideas and what she should do about her Alan. He's said before he would always want to remember her--but should he? Does he still feel that same way? Would he want to remember only to have to go on without her? She's at a loss of what to do.
This isn't her area. People. Relationships. How did she let herself get dragged into this?
The memory of how he holds her her comes to mind. Their foreheads pressed together. Fingers in her hair. How he can just say the right words with his ability to read her like an open book. The way his gray eyes reflect the light inside him and shimmer with that determination that only Alan Wake has.
« I don't want to lose that. I dont want to be alone in the room with the poster again. »
Still, she looks back up at this Alan. A familiar glitter comes to her eyes. That's the unique determination that Alan Wake has. The one that always brings a smile to her face. She's certain his Jesse feels the same way. ]
You'll find a way. You always do. That's what makes you who you are. You bring yourself up to the challenge and face it. No matter how scared you are.
[ Jesse's smile curves more. ] No. I'm pretty sure you know the place you want to be in. You make your own path there. Even if it's a road only you really understand? You can make it that way.