[ Of course, Alan hasn't really fully thought it out, but an idea is lurking in the back of his mind. What if he can steer the story in a way that makes him the only character in the cast? Maybe it's a fool's hope, or no hope at all, but if the goal is making it so no one ever gets hurt by the Dark Presence again, that's how it would have to go. But how can he do that? Is it even possible?
Maybe that's just another loop or spiral or whatever the hell it is that he has to go through. Part of him recoils from the idea. He doesn't want to think about that right now. It makes his head hurt and it makes him feel unsettled. He just wants to have this time with Jesse in which both of them are content yet wanting more.
He has to push himself up a little to gain just a little bit of leverage so he can rub himself against her once more without pulling back completely. They already belong together, and they have done this before, although the memories are foggy for both of them. But doing this now, doing it again, is just further signalling how they belong together. How they belong to each other. And as far as Alan's concerned, it means nothing will get in between them again, at least not permanently.
His hips rock again, thrusting a little bit against hers, and his hands curl around her to further stabilize him as he moves. ]
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Maybe that's just another loop or spiral or whatever the hell it is that he has to go through. Part of him recoils from the idea. He doesn't want to think about that right now. It makes his head hurt and it makes him feel unsettled. He just wants to have this time with Jesse in which both of them are content yet wanting more.
He has to push himself up a little to gain just a little bit of leverage so he can rub himself against her once more without pulling back completely. They already belong together, and they have done this before, although the memories are foggy for both of them. But doing this now, doing it again, is just further signalling how they belong together. How they belong to each other. And as far as Alan's concerned, it means nothing will get in between them again, at least not permanently.
His hips rock again, thrusting a little bit against hers, and his hands curl around her to further stabilize him as he moves. ]