[ That is what matters most to Alan: seeing her smiling and seeing the way her eyes glow and light up. It makes something inside him start to glow in turn. When he sees her looking happy, he feels happy. Content. There hasn't been very much of anything that made him feel either of those things around here. The Dark Place doesn't thrive on happiness or contentment.
What he wants more than anything is to please her, to excite her and her senses and bring her to the brink of pleasure. If he can manage that, then he'll consider himself fulfilled. A part of him wonders if he can manage it, if she's attracted to him as much as that. Maybe in his younger years, he thought of himself as capable of exciting any woman, but now, he can't help but doubt himself.
Still, doubting himself won't get either of them anywhere, and it certainly won't please her in the way that he wants it to. All I want is to make her happy, to give her what she wants. ]
Jesse... [ He breathes out her name again, that desire still plain in his voice. He's given over control to her too; she could ask him to do anything, tell him to do anything, and he would do his best to do it.
He sees the look in her eyes, and he responds by rocking himself against her again. He will always care about Alice, and a part of him will always miss her, but he loves Jesse. For him, there is no question about whether or not he should love her or let that love grow. It already has grown, and now there's no stopping it.
She's sitting upright, and she seems to be managing to stay that way, but he can't stop himself from eyeing her with worry. Maybe sitting up isn't the best thing for her right now. He moves to tug at her arms, but she's moving his hands to rest against her sides as she rubs herself against him. His own reactions are almost instantaneous, signs of arousal beginning to appear as his eyes darken with desire and longing. If she wants him to kiss and touch her everywhere? He can do that. He leans in slightly so that he can brush kisses down her neck and to her collarbone.
He wants to let his hands roam everywhere, over parts that might be more sensitive than others, but for now, his hands ghost over her hips and thighs as his arousal continues to build. ]
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What he wants more than anything is to please her, to excite her and her senses and bring her to the brink of pleasure. If he can manage that, then he'll consider himself fulfilled. A part of him wonders if he can manage it, if she's attracted to him as much as that. Maybe in his younger years, he thought of himself as capable of exciting any woman, but now, he can't help but doubt himself.
Still, doubting himself won't get either of them anywhere, and it certainly won't please her in the way that he wants it to. All I want is to make her happy, to give her what she wants. ]
Jesse... [ He breathes out her name again, that desire still plain in his voice. He's given over control to her too; she could ask him to do anything, tell him to do anything, and he would do his best to do it.
He sees the look in her eyes, and he responds by rocking himself against her again. He will always care about Alice, and a part of him will always miss her, but he loves Jesse. For him, there is no question about whether or not he should love her or let that love grow. It already has grown, and now there's no stopping it.
She's sitting upright, and she seems to be managing to stay that way, but he can't stop himself from eyeing her with worry. Maybe sitting up isn't the best thing for her right now. He moves to tug at her arms, but she's moving his hands to rest against her sides as she rubs herself against him. His own reactions are almost instantaneous, signs of arousal beginning to appear as his eyes darken with desire and longing. If she wants him to kiss and touch her everywhere? He can do that. He leans in slightly so that he can brush kisses down her neck and to her collarbone.
He wants to let his hands roam everywhere, over parts that might be more sensitive than others, but for now, his hands ghost over her hips and thighs as his arousal continues to build. ]