[ What he wants is to remove the last barriers between them, the physical ones, not the emotional ones. In his mind, they've already gone past those emotional barriers, connecting in a way that brings two hearts together, even if the notion is a trite one. It works, though. Alan sees himself and Jesse as being one person. Connected. Inseparable, no matter how many times the story and the darkness try to pull them apart.
The problem is, the pull of the darkness is strong: a lot stronger than Alan could ever hope to be, but he's still stubbornly clinging to Jesse with everything he has.
His hand slides to the waistband of her pants, fingers curling around it as though he wants to slide it down and off her. There's the slightest amount of hesitation still ringing in his mind, but he pushes it away. It's not the time to hesitate. The signals she's giving him are clear, and now's the time to act. But they're still much too clothed, but tearing off her clothes probably isn't the best idea for either of them.
Maybe if he can just ease off what she's wearing and go from there, that'll be a good start.
Feeling emboldened, he moves to slide the pants down over her hips, prepared to stop if she even looks uncomfortable. Just because she's telling him without so many words that she wants this doesn't mean he can just act rashly. As he works, he brushes his lips against hers lightly once more. ]
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The problem is, the pull of the darkness is strong: a lot stronger than Alan could ever hope to be, but he's still stubbornly clinging to Jesse with everything he has.
His hand slides to the waistband of her pants, fingers curling around it as though he wants to slide it down and off her. There's the slightest amount of hesitation still ringing in his mind, but he pushes it away. It's not the time to hesitate. The signals she's giving him are clear, and now's the time to act. But they're still much too clothed, but tearing off her clothes probably isn't the best idea for either of them.
Maybe if he can just ease off what she's wearing and go from there, that'll be a good start.
Feeling emboldened, he moves to slide the pants down over her hips, prepared to stop if she even looks uncomfortable. Just because she's telling him without so many words that she wants this doesn't mean he can just act rashly. As he works, he brushes his lips against hers lightly once more. ]