Then, tell stories instead of writing. For now--after we end this AWE. If you feel the desire to write again? Start writing them down. Bit by bit. [ « Not after how horrible this story has been. He may never be able go write again. I don't want it to be true, but, it's a real outcome that can happen. Hasn't the Dark Place taken enough from him? I don't want it to take away his ability to write too. » ] You can turn that extra room into a den. We'll plot stories together.
[ A small sigh. ] I don't know. Maybe. Polaris and the Hiss would always clash... and maybe they would of found the Slide Projector without me too. But, it doesn't change my part in the fight. My mess I made. I'm responsible for my part.
[ Her lips ghost along his again before her breath is sucked out of her. His hand curls around her breast. It feels familiar; something he's done before. She rocks against him again and into his hold to try and encourage him. Although, he may not need it, as he can definitely feel her arousal by the breast in his hand.
Not only can his words undo her, but apparently his touch as well. Is that just because she let him in so much? Because Polaris can amplify off him? Maybe it's just Alan by his nature and how she is by her nature. They naturally gravitate to one another and cause such intense reactions in the other. Or, she is looking for a complicated answer, when it's the simple answer of being in love is just simply like this.
Jesse moves to kiss him again but stops at a twinge of pain that shoots through her head. A slight shake is in her hands that cup her fscd. She isn't going to let the pain get in the way. Things caused by the Dark Presence and the story interfere too much.
« Not now. Not with this. »
One hand moves down to the hand at her chest, pressing it there to let him know they're not stopping. The other she uses as a guide to help her lay back down. Her head is instantly relieved, but the rest of her is already feeling the ache from being separate from him in just a few moments. The free hand raises once more to reach for him, giving a beckoning motion with her fingers.
« I'm in too deep with him, aren't I? There's no going back. I don't want to let him go. Did I realize that sometime in the first loop? When I realized I loved him? It had to be something like that. I couldn't have decided to go this far because of a whim randomly in one loop. I don't remember all of the details from in between them when we're here in Bright Falls... maybe I don't need to. The emotions might be enough. »
Her hands move back to his face as he moves with her. He might have plans, but first, Jesse kisses him full of hunger and need. ]
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[ A small sigh. ] I don't know. Maybe. Polaris and the Hiss would always clash... and maybe they would of found the Slide Projector without me too. But, it doesn't change my part in the fight. My mess I made. I'm responsible for my part.
[ Her lips ghost along his again before her breath is sucked out of her. His hand curls around her breast. It feels familiar; something he's done before. She rocks against him again and into his hold to try and encourage him. Although, he may not need it, as he can definitely feel her arousal by the breast in his hand.
Not only can his words undo her, but apparently his touch as well. Is that just because she let him in so much? Because Polaris can amplify off him? Maybe it's just Alan by his nature and how she is by her nature. They naturally gravitate to one another and cause such intense reactions in the other. Or, she is looking for a complicated answer, when it's the simple answer of being in love is just simply like this.
Jesse moves to kiss him again but stops at a twinge of pain that shoots through her head. A slight shake is in her hands that cup her fscd. She isn't going to let the pain get in the way. Things caused by the Dark Presence and the story interfere too much.
« Not now. Not with this. »
One hand moves down to the hand at her chest, pressing it there to let him know they're not stopping. The other she uses as a guide to help her lay back down. Her head is instantly relieved, but the rest of her is already feeling the ache from being separate from him in just a few moments. The free hand raises once more to reach for him, giving a beckoning motion with her fingers.
« I'm in too deep with him, aren't I? There's no going back. I don't want to let him go. Did I realize that sometime in the first loop? When I realized I loved him? It had to be something like that. I couldn't have decided to go this far because of a whim randomly in one loop. I don't remember all of the details from in between them when we're here in Bright Falls... maybe I don't need to. The emotions might be enough. »
Her hands move back to his face as he moves with her. He might have plans, but first, Jesse kisses him full of hunger and need. ]