[ Perhaps it is her natural inclination to akasha (or dynamis as hee familiar refers to it) that allows her to connect to those ancient feelings easier than him. She couls connect to his through his aether and feel everything he does, while being far from a mindreader. However, she feels she does not need to. His emotions and thoughts have always been easy for her to read in any life.
She doubts that it has ever been a matter of deserving. They found each other many ages ago and decided that they were to be together in all lives that followed. That is what matters the most to her. That even through all their lives together, he would still wish to be with her. Any form he is blessed or cursed with is worth it in her mind if he would still have her.
Words may not be enough to express what she wishes him to know as answers. Actions and feelings may be what he needs. So, she meets him for the kiss. Her insticts insist she press fast, begging him to ffill the missing place in her heart that has been unabled to be filled. Instead she kisses him slowly and sensually, trying to create a sense of allure and passion. If it once more awakens the darker instincts? She will gladly embrace them.
Lantaa knows she cannot have him lay on his back. She decides to let him decide if he will move them as she is leaned over him. The hand at his hip moves along his waist as the need to touch him and be touched knocks hard against her, but she again decides to move at the pace he wishes. She may be too demanding... ]
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She doubts that it has ever been a matter of deserving. They found each other many ages ago and decided that they were to be together in all lives that followed. That is what matters the most to her. That even through all their lives together, he would still wish to be with her. Any form he is blessed or cursed with is worth it in her mind if he would still have her.
Words may not be enough to express what she wishes him to know as answers. Actions and feelings may be what he needs. So, she meets him for the kiss. Her insticts insist she press fast, begging him to ffill the missing place in her heart that has been unabled to be filled. Instead she kisses him slowly and sensually, trying to create a sense of allure and passion. If it once more awakens the darker instincts? She will gladly embrace them.
Lantaa knows she cannot have him lay on his back. She decides to let him decide if he will move them as she is leaned over him. The hand at his hip moves along his waist as the need to touch him and be touched knocks hard against her, but she again decides to move at the pace he wishes. She may be too demanding... ]