[ In his mind, there is no sacrifice too great and no hesitation on his part should he feel called to give everything he has for the benefit of others. He still believes that to an extent, but he has also decided to allow himself a small measure of selfishness now that he has found a family that he can protect and call his own. He would not wish to be separated from them prematurely so soon after finding them. ]
I would like to believe that there are many such lords who feel such enviousness at the sight of our children coming to fetch me home, and I am certain that there are quite a few who have a kind and loving relationship with their families.
[ He leaves it at that, but he is also aware that there are just as many families who have a more formal relationship and while children are appreciated, their home environment may not be the warmest nor the kindest. Of course, it is only speculation on his part, but he has wondered what sort of life he would have had had he been truly welcomed and accepted as the son of the Archbishop. ]
Perhaps that is so, but then I have neglected you and your needs. [ Oh, he knows he has done his best, but it does seem that the scales are a bit unevenly tipped. He means to rectify that now that she will be home more and called away less. ]
If you enjoy it so much, then of course, consider the entirety of my wardrobe as yours whenever you should desire it. [ Of course, such a thing will most likely be a shared private matter between them, as it should be, but he finds he likes the idea of her wearing his clothes to sleep in.
He returns with a loose fitting shirt for her, which he slides carefully over her head when she is ready. And when she is settled and comfortable once more, offering him that kiss, he leans into it and deepens it without hesitation. She offers to tend to the fire, and he pauses to consider the suggestion. ]
Are you able, or would that trouble your hurts too much? [ She ought to be resting while he tends to all the smaller details, but he does not want to refuse her outright. ]
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I would like to believe that there are many such lords who feel such enviousness at the sight of our children coming to fetch me home, and I am certain that there are quite a few who have a kind and loving relationship with their families.
[ He leaves it at that, but he is also aware that there are just as many families who have a more formal relationship and while children are appreciated, their home environment may not be the warmest nor the kindest. Of course, it is only speculation on his part, but he has wondered what sort of life he would have had had he been truly welcomed and accepted as the son of the Archbishop. ]
Perhaps that is so, but then I have neglected you and your needs. [ Oh, he knows he has done his best, but it does seem that the scales are a bit unevenly tipped. He means to rectify that now that she will be home more and called away less. ]
If you enjoy it so much, then of course, consider the entirety of my wardrobe as yours whenever you should desire it. [ Of course, such a thing will most likely be a shared private matter between them, as it should be, but he finds he likes the idea of her wearing his clothes to sleep in.
He returns with a loose fitting shirt for her, which he slides carefully over her head when she is ready. And when she is settled and comfortable once more, offering him that kiss, he leans into it and deepens it without hesitation. She offers to tend to the fire, and he pauses to consider the suggestion. ]
Are you able, or would that trouble your hurts too much? [ She ought to be resting while he tends to all the smaller details, but he does not want to refuse her outright. ]