[ Although he will never banish the memories he has from those times, because to do so would be banishing the memories of his parents that he still holds close to him even now. Even though there were dark times, and times when it seemed as though the war would never end, he knew he had to continue pressing on. If he had not, then perhaps he never would have met Alkaid, and that is a thought he does not wish to entertain.
Even though he is still ill, and even though he can feel the way a chill alternates with a feeling of being far too warm, he does not wish to end this moment just yet. He chooses to ignore the slight feeling of lightheadedness that could be attributed to his illness, but also to the fact that he is still kissing her.
The depth of his desires threatens to slip past his resolve to not cross certain lines too soon, and there is a part of him that wishes to carry out those intimate acts typically reserved for a married couple. But even he cannot pretend he does not know that morning is upon them, and that surely Alkaid has other things she both needs and wants to do besides remain here in this room as the day marches on.
But his desires are still running rampant, try as he might to keep them in check, and the line of kisses he is leaving continues traveling until he has reached her collarbone. ]
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Even though he is still ill, and even though he can feel the way a chill alternates with a feeling of being far too warm, he does not wish to end this moment just yet. He chooses to ignore the slight feeling of lightheadedness that could be attributed to his illness, but also to the fact that he is still kissing her.
The depth of his desires threatens to slip past his resolve to not cross certain lines too soon, and there is a part of him that wishes to carry out those intimate acts typically reserved for a married couple. But even he cannot pretend he does not know that morning is upon them, and that surely Alkaid has other things she both needs and wants to do besides remain here in this room as the day marches on.
But his desires are still running rampant, try as he might to keep them in check, and the line of kisses he is leaving continues traveling until he has reached her collarbone. ]