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Aymeric de Borel ([personal profile] thewayforpeace) wrote in [community profile] synthneon 2022-03-19 07:23 am (UTC)

[ If only he could be rid of the primal's influence once and for all. Never mind that such a notion is impossible for him to fathom in his present state. It is a strange sort of conundrum that most likely will not see resolution, at least not in any way he would be able to see. That reversal is possible is not a thought that has entered his mind, or at least, his mind that has been so clouded over by King Thordan's hold.

If he were himself, he would want such a reversal, because the small part of him that remains him only wants to be restored to how he should be, not forced to continue existing in this diminished way.

But even so, he has just enough strength left to try and hold on, to keep fighting. And against the odds, the kiss that he and Alkaid are sharing only spurs on his desire to continue the fight. Knowing that she will be there at the end of all this gives him hope and a reason to keep up the fight.

The primal is quick to counter that, sensing how Aymeric's conviction seems to be rising, and not in a direction that it wants. Do you know that she will be there waiting for you? Perhaps she will come to decide that this is not a fight worth continuing, or perhaps she will become too tired and weak to continue. You could come to the end of it all and find no one there waiting for you.... only me.

It takes a monumental effort, but Aymeric pushes aside those thoughts, doing his best to refuse to even heed them. Alkaid will be there waiting for him, he is certain of it, even if he cannot voice that certainty aloud. She will have gone on the journey with him, and when it finally comes to a resolution, he is certain she will be there.

For now, he presses against her, one hand moving to circle around her back and draw her in even closer. If this helps and is even slightly comforting, then he will continue. And there is more he would like to do in that vein, if he can resist the primal long enough. ]

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