[ So much of their present situation eats at his heart to the point that he would step down from his position simply so they could be together. He already knows that he would put all of it aside without a second of hesitation because he wishes for nothing more than to be by her side with nothing coming in between them. Even if all he did was remain at the manor and see to its day to day affairs while he waited for her to return from her various duties instead of overseeing meetings and procedures, he would. ]
Ah, if only it were that simple. Alas, that it is not. [ Nothing in life is, as they have both learned, but he knows full well that anything worth having is also worth fighting for and making sacrifices for. He would give up just about everything he has to have a life with her.
As for stopping her, he would never do such a thing. He misses her touch when she is away, and when she has returned, he longs for the closeness that they share now. And although he has said it many times already, the words slip out once more: ]
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Ah, if only it were that simple. Alas, that it is not. [ Nothing in life is, as they have both learned, but he knows full well that anything worth having is also worth fighting for and making sacrifices for. He would give up just about everything he has to have a life with her.
As for stopping her, he would never do such a thing. He misses her touch when she is away, and when she has returned, he longs for the closeness that they share now. And although he has said it many times already, the words slip out once more: ]
Lantaa, I love you.