shepherdtostars: ѕнєρнєя∂тσѕтαяѕ〘 ∂иѕ. 〙 (shadow 🌸 40.)
𝓪𝓵𝓴𝓪𝓲𝓭 𝓶𝓮𝓻𝓬𝓮𝓭𝓮𝓼. ([personal profile] shepherdtostars) wrote in [community profile] synthneon 2022-05-27 05:22 am (UTC)

[ Alkaid falls quiet at his suggestion. Her gaze drops before she bites her lower lip ever so slightly. ] ...I don't want to leave.

[ Of course, there will come a time she is forced to leave. Politics, war, a need on the First. That aside, she does not want to leave of her own choice. She wishes to spend all the time with him that she can. First, they must take care of the primal that has gripped their home, and then she will spend every waking moment with him that allows. She will only leave his side if he asks her to care for something specific to aid his people.

Alkaid leaves a gentle kiss at where his jaw and neck meet when she feels him tense. There is so much he has to process, understand, and come to terms with. It seems as if it never ends. His father becoming a primal and betraying their city, his father raised as a primal once more, where to take his city. The last thing she wishes him to be confused or uncertain of is their relationship and how she loves him.

She squeezes his hand in return. Her head tilts into the hand on her face and gently nudges the fingers there. For a moment she remains still, then, she opens her eyes to meet his gaze. The question in her gaze is not one of asking for validation of what he says. The question is more of one asking if he truly is well now... when it seems that neither of them truly are.

Alkaid tilts into his kiss so he may not need to reach so far. The kiss is returned in earnest; a desire to pour all she feels into the one motion so he might feel it as well. Her kiss is not hungry or full as desire as it might normally be, instead driven by emotions and a need for him to feel loved.

While she cannot truly understand the depths of his pain, she believes she might understand something of it in her mind. Aymeric had not only been abandoned by Thordan, but his own mother. How it must feel knowing that both parents did not wish to have you... and even more seeing one neigh daily as he was the leader of Ishgard.

The Borels had taken him in as their own, raised him, and saved him. While not for her sake alone, she cannot thank them enough for saving him so she might one day find him. It is a thought she will not share as it feels entirely selfish to think. ]


I know I can never heal it entirely... that some wounds will never heal. [ She presses a kiss to his lips again. ] A-and none love you as much as I. That is why I... I want to do all I can to aid you, and help you where life has been so cruel to hurt you...

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