[ He has never dared broach the subject with her out of fear that she might say she has come to loathe, even despise the Scions for one reason or another. The secret involving Lyse was one thing, although he too was also unaware of it until it came to light.
And one does not have to be a genius or brilliant thinker to know that they sent the two sisters here and there, scarcely giving them a moment to rest. Oh, it is out of necessity, or so they all say, but he still wonders if the two have begun resenting them for it. ]
Ah... Yes, I suppose I do. [ He twines his fingers together then, some of his apprehension showing itself in how he twists them around each other. ] Do you ever wish that fate had led you down a different path? Perhaps that you never joined with the Scions or any company at all.
[ He can't stop the blush that forms at the base of his neck at her words, and he offers her a shy but still somehow pleased smile. ] Well, we have been through quite a bit, have we not? [ The sundering of the Scions, Thancred and Y'shtola in the lifestream, what happened with Minfilia... And he still has lingering effects from what transpired with the Crystal Braves. It would have been enough to shake his confidence, and it did, for a time. ]
Everyone I have encountered, Ser Estinien included, have all helped me. And I have learned many lessons from you and your sister as well.
[ At the mention of Ishgard, Alphinaud briefly pauses, glancing around them at their surroundings. ] Truthfully, I had grown used to Ishgard, and had it not been necessary for us to leave, I could have remained there for a little while longer.
[ He would visit again, when this is all over, in hopes of seeing old friends once more. ]
Then I imagine you would also like to return as soon as you are able.
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And one does not have to be a genius or brilliant thinker to know that they sent the two sisters here and there, scarcely giving them a moment to rest. Oh, it is out of necessity, or so they all say, but he still wonders if the two have begun resenting them for it. ]
Ah... Yes, I suppose I do. [ He twines his fingers together then, some of his apprehension showing itself in how he twists them around each other. ] Do you ever wish that fate had led you down a different path? Perhaps that you never joined with the Scions or any company at all.
[ He can't stop the blush that forms at the base of his neck at her words, and he offers her a shy but still somehow pleased smile. ] Well, we have been through quite a bit, have we not? [ The sundering of the Scions, Thancred and Y'shtola in the lifestream, what happened with Minfilia... And he still has lingering effects from what transpired with the Crystal Braves. It would have been enough to shake his confidence, and it did, for a time. ]
Everyone I have encountered, Ser Estinien included, have all helped me. And I have learned many lessons from you and your sister as well.
[ At the mention of Ishgard, Alphinaud briefly pauses, glancing around them at their surroundings. ] Truthfully, I had grown used to Ishgard, and had it not been necessary for us to leave, I could have remained there for a little while longer.
[ He would visit again, when this is all over, in hopes of seeing old friends once more. ]
Then I imagine you would also like to return as soon as you are able.