shepherdtostars: ѕнєρнєя∂тσѕтαяѕ〘 ∂иѕ. 〙 (shadow 🌸 11.)
𝓪𝓵𝓴𝓪𝓲𝓭 𝓶𝓮𝓻𝓬𝓮𝓭𝓮𝓼. ([personal profile] shepherdtostars) wrote in [community profile] synthneon 2022-01-08 05:43 am (UTC)

There is something else to them. Something... desperate, fearful. While it seems their hearts are very much set on their mission? I can't help but feel there is something that lurks behind them pushing them. Of course, I have nothing to prove it, just suspicions and hunches. Those do little without evidence to back them up.

Their leader, the Warrior of Darkness himself seems familiar somehow. Maybe it is just because they all seem to be adventurers at heart. Just as I and Thisru started out.

[ A shrug of her shoulder can be seen despite how she lays tucked beside him. As for his other statements? Her eyes close and her head cants downwards ever so slightly. How could she ever ask him? It would be asking him to forgo what his traditions and his society have taught him. While a passing flirtation or relationship would not be seen as odd, she is sure, that is not truly what she wants. She wishes to call him hers and for him to call her his.

Yet, there is no doubt in her mind she could not live up to the expectations given to one of his standing. She is an adventurer and a traveler. The Scions and Eorzean Alliance would expect her to be at their call. How could she be considered a stable partner -- let alone anything more -- when her duty would take her away from the duties he would need of her?

Her tail shifts slightly under the covers as her ears tuck down slightly. ]


... I couldn't give you everything you would need in return. [ Even saying that much makes her wish to crawl under the covers and hide from what she is certain to be a negative reaction. ] After all, I'm a Champion of Hydaelyn and Eorzea. A Savior of Ishgard, Slayer of Primals. There are far too many expectations put upon me and ask you grant me what I would ask for. Not when I could not fulfill what it would require of me.

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